Diary Of Tears

Natsume: Entry 10 (Final Entry)

"In the garden, would you trust me
If I told you it was just a summer thing?
I'm only seventeen, I don't know anything
But I know I miss you"

- betty by Taylor Swift

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I have not spoken to anybody nor written here in months. I have to admit I do have the obsession of trying to find out what happened to Eula. I never receive any texts from her anymore and her facebook is pretty much deactivated. Her instagram I can't even find either; It's like she just disappeared without a trace and didn't even say a word to me. You know even if she did that to me... I still continue to love and cherish her everyday. I never stopped thinking about her and i made a promise to myself that no matter how long it takes me that I will always wait for her.

I will wait for you no matter what. I don't wanna look at any other woman now that I saw you. The moment I started getting to know you more, I pretty much only saw daylight and the golden kind of love/flame that I searched for my entire life.

When I see you again... Rest assured that we will get married, have children of our own and live out our lives. I will take care of you in sickness and in health and until my very last breath.

Come back to me soon my love and I will always be waiting for you. My heart is yours and yours only. This is going to be my last entry that I will write until I see you again.

Forever in your heart,
Natsume.