Natsume: Entry 07

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"Hallucinate when I'm smoking
Stay wasted on love potion
Memories of our bodies in motions
When you first kissed me
I'm on the highway to hell
Think you casted a spell
No more secrets to tell
I think about you nonstop"

- Forever by Trace Cyrus

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So... Eula hasn't been speaking to me for days now and I'm kind of worked-up about it. Last time we talked she said her mom found out we were dating and about our plans of her saving enough money and move here in my country with me. I was willing to pitch in and pay for her tickets and she just has to take care of residency stuff. I gotta get back to her on that because i have to send her the money for the plane ticket. I feel like her mom does not like the fact that we are dating because that's just how parents are... i guess. I am praying she's okay and being taken care of at the moment. I texted her brother Jorge and got no response.

I'm not gonna lie our relationship was  romantic and now its full of drama and all that stuff, im not sure anymore on where this is going. Do i regret choosing her if you may ask? No i dont. I love her more than anything to actually regret on choosing her. Now, i cant really imagine life without her. She even went as far as getting my name tattooed on her arm, i was surprised but happy at the same time. I cant believe she's mine now, i cant believe i found the person i always wanted to be with. I may be older than her but age is nothing but a number.

Eula, wherever you are right now my sayang, just know i will do everything to keep you happy. And if you are to ever find this diary, you know... i want you to be at least aware that my feelings for you are all in here and so are my thoughts and story. Cherish it because i wont give it to anyone else but you once I'm done writing this.

I am sorry if this is too short but i really got nothing going on right now except for this one. I'll probs report back if i have any news on her. Right now I'm trying to get a hold of her friends asking where she is.

Until next time,
Natsu

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