Diary Of Tears

Natsume: Entry 01

"I know you are out there waiting for me. And yes I am waiting for you too. You will no longer have to find someone else and I know in your eyes I will be the only one. You are the darkness in my light."

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So... It was another boring day for me.. And today I meet this really interesting young lady. Her name is Eula, very weird. Claims that she knows me but pretty cute. But I am dating someone else right now. I can't look at other women. My girlfriend Yrene will be upset. I only started talking to her today and I already learned a lot about her. It's actually really weird for people to share their stories to a stranger that easily especially if it's a mutual friend of your friend. Well not like I'll tell anybody. But being friend with her would be nice! She made my mood a lot lighter because a few days ago before I started writing on this paper, my friend Ruka decided to post a picture of my own girlfriend in his profile. It got me thinking that she's cheating on me. If she is how long and why did she decide to do it... if she wasn't happy with me she should have just left.... I was already in pain enough when Sakumi left me because she fell in love with someone else but mainly because she valued her friendship with Isabellia more.

But even then Isa cheated on me for our entire relationship which was 2 years and Sakumi thinks it was the best for me. I forgave her though, she did not have to be so hard on herself, but I will confront Yrene later. If she is I will break off this relationship until it becomes a little unbearable for me.

But there's nothing wrong on talking to Eula right?? She's just a friend. I mostly ask this is because some of her friends started shipping me with her...

I have to go, my brother will be on my nerves again. I hope I can write anything longer than this. But nothing had happened so far.

Count on it!

Signing off,
Natsume