Diary Of Tears

Natsume: Entry 03

"Among everyone else, I feel like it will always be you, no matter what time, space, year, dimension."

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I had a talk with Yrene... My suspicions were right. She did not really love me as a boyfriend, she realized her feelings about us being together was just puppy love and for that she said she's sorry. I guess it's alright, I wouldn't want it to be a burden on her for leaving me; at least i knew she was an honest person and i wish her nothing more than health and happiness going forward. We could still be friends since we agreed to keep the friendship but I don't know how this will play out, me and Saku were only successful because our bond was strong enough to undo the tether of the relationship; Praying me and Yrene will do the same after splitting up.

In my previous entry I did mourn about my mom, I still do not feel any better but I feel like my relationship with Yrene is worth writing about. Now that I am single again I don't know what I am going to do again, though it feels nice to have friends around after a bad break up, they are always there for you. I want to tell Saku since she's one of my best friends but for some reason for years now or a year she is nowhere to be found, her facebook is not active anymore. I hope she's doing okay, she will come back eventually.

My slenderman brother is being annoying as usual trying to trick me into doing stuff for him, sometimes i question why we are brothers...

That also reminds me... I feel like checking how Eula is doing, even when me and Yrene were still together we talked every single day... Honestly I have nothing better to do with my time so talking to somebody like her since she's a friend is better than not talking to anybody. I do not want to bottle any emotions because i dont want to end up regretting it later. You lose alot of friends that way you know that?

Peace out.

-Natsume