Track 07

Chapter Thirty-Eight

You turn the key around and open the door to your apartment. It's already late. You've been together with Hobi and Jungkook the whole day. You are absolutely in love with Hoseok. He's the kindest and funniest person ever. Your cheeks are hurting, because you smiled so much today. Hobi is a sweetheart and loves life to the fullest. Although his life really isn't loveable. But he is and apparently, that's enough.

Ups. You step on something, while entering the door. It's a letter. You pick it up. It has your name on it. You put away your bags and sit down on your bed. You notice that your sister isn't there, she's probably out eating. You open the letter.

Y/N! I hope you're alright. You haven't been answering your phone and I'm worried sick. Please let me know if anything happend, or just text me that you're alright. I couldn't sleep last night, because I was so worried. Please call me, as soon as you get this. - Jimin

Fuck! You slap your hand over your mouth. How could you forget? Jimin didn't know what was going on. Your phone died last night, your battery is really crappy. Quickly, you take it out of your bag and plug it in. It takes a couple of seconds to start, but when it does, you can see that Jimin called you 15 times last night. And he sent 20 texts. He really is worried. You dial his number.

"Y/N! You're alive!" He really seems relieved. "I'm so so sorry, I made you worry. My phone died last night and I was so busy helping Jungkook." "With what?" Now he sounds really pissed. "A friend of his was in trouble. We helped him." You don't know how much you're allowed to say, so you keep the details to yourself. "Well, at least you're alright, aren't you?" Why is he so pissed all of the sudden? He was so worried, where does the anger come from? "Yes I am." "Good, see ya." He hangs up.

Well that was a strange conversation. You hear the apartment door opening. "Anybody home?" Your sister asks. How did she get in? She doesn't have a key. "Yes." You answer and walk into the entrance hall. "How did you get in?" "The door wasn't closed. I'm happy it's just you. I thought there'd be thiefs." She hugs you and then looks you straight into the eyes: "Is everything alright? Where were you, young woman? We were worried!" "We?" "Namjoon and me." Wait, what. Namjoon and her. Since when is Namjoon and her a "we"? "Answer me!" She's furious. "I was at Jungkooks."

"Oh." She seems surprised. Suddenly a little smirk appears on her face: "So, you were at Jungkooks. What did you guys do?" but then she's back to her anger "That's no reason, not to call or say something!" "I know, I'm sorry. My phone died, and Jungkooks friend was in trouble, we had to help him. But by the way, where were you last night? Olivia is in Rome and you don't have a key. Did you even sleep here last night?" Now you're the one who's angry. "No, I didn't. Because I couldn't get in. Because my brilliant bigger sister wasn't home and forgot about me. When Namjoon and I arrived at the studio, we found a very worried Jimin. He asked us if we knew where you were. But of course we didn't even know you were gone. No one answered their phone, not you and not Jungkook. Jimin was about to call the police. But Namjoon handled everything really well." You can't help but notice the sparkle in her eyes when she talks about Namjoon.

"He said that you are a very responsible person and Jungkook seems like one as well. I don't know where he got that idea from, but nonetheless, he said to wait a night, and if you're not back by tonight, we call the cops. And apparently he was right. Here you are." She hugs you tightly.

"Okay, but where did you sleep last night?" You're still worried that she slept under a bridge or something. But then again she was with Jimin and Namjoon, or she could've slept in the studio. "I was at Namjoons until now. Y/n..." She sighs deeply "I don't know what to do. I know I'm out of his league and I don't think he even likes me. He's just a gentlemen, nothing more. But I can't stop thinking about him." Oh no, you absolutely don't like where this is going.

You don't want things to change. Can't just everything stay the same as now. Everybody's just friends with one another, no romatic feelings, nothing. Love always ruines everything. If you and Jin would have stayed friends, his goodbye would have been a lot less hurtful. You don't want your relationship with Namjoon to change. But then again, you want your sister to be happy, right? "Let's not think about boys for tonight, alright? Let's watch a movie! How about Mulan?"