I don't want you

Let me in

Today was my first day on set I of Maleficent and I was not doing okay. I'm  pacing my bedroom. My chest thumping, hands shaking and sweat is rolling down my face as I have a panic attack. Water... I need water! Looking over at the cup that Angelina had previously placed on my bed side table, I raise it to my lips and take a sip. My hands are so shaky that some water tips out of the cup. It starts to bring my breathing back to a some what normal pace.

Knock knock

"Hey baby, I'm here for my morning hug." Angelina walked into my room with open arms and a smile. Anger filled my body. I feel nothing for her.I just turned my back on her and sat on my window sill. No words leave my mouth."Well?" Angelina still has a smile on her face. She lifted one eyebrow and signaled for me to cuddle her.
I glared over at her, then back out of the window.

"Elle, you okay babe?" She was now questioning me.  I once again didn't answer. I wish she would just leave me alone.

"Elle?" Her voice is now stronger than before.

"Can you just leave me alone?" I snap.

"Fine" Angelina's voice is upset.

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"Hey, what's the matter?" Michelle asked

"Nothing I'm just worried about Elle. She's been really sick lately." Michelle looked at me and put a hand on my shoulder.

"Hey don't worry, she'll be ok.

Elle's POV
On set
"Angelina? Angelina! Angelina," I yell.

"I'm coming sweetie!!"

"Angelina!"

"I'm coming! I'm coming, baby, I'm coming. Oh, no, Elle!"

"Angelina, it hurts!"

"I'm coming. What is it?"

"My stomach hurts! It's not stopping!" I tell Angelina as Angelica walks in the room.

"What's happening?!"

"It hurts! Help me."

"Okay. Come here," Angelina pulls me into her lap and rubs my stomach. "Does this help?"

"Yeah a little but it still hurts."

"Do you feel like throwing up." I shake my head. "Alrighty then, I'll lie down with you, come here."

I lie down in my bed and she lies down next to me. She lifts my pj top and rubs circles on my stomach.

"Thanks Angelina, I love you."

"I love you to baby."

11 am at the mall
the pain in my stomach got the best of me, I fell to the ground clutching my stomach and sobbing. My stomach started churning and I jumped to my feet and ran into the nearest bathroom, throwing up the food I had eaten into the toilet.  I threw up a couple more times until the nausea had passed. I flushed the toilet and washed my hands not even bothering to look in the mirror, I walked back into topshop and found Angelina 

"Honey what happened?" I gave her a confused look

"Are you sick?" I shook my head not wanting to ruin this day for her 

"Did you make yourself sick" I look at her confused again and then shook my head, she looked at me worriedly and then pointed to my shirt, I looked down and saw that there was vomit on it 

"Honey" she sighed and pulled me into a hug 

"I'm sorry." 

"Honey, did you purge?"

"No," the nausea hit me like a ton of bricks and I quickly sprinted out of the store and back to the restroom I had been in earlier, Angelina had followed me this time. I leant in front of the toilet bowl and she grabbed my hair and rubbed my back as I threw up a couple more times.

"Honey, we have to go home you're sick" 

"No! Please Angie I'll be fine" my voice was raspy, she put her hand on my forehead.

"Fuck! You're burning Honey we have to go home" 

"Burning? I'm fucking freezing" I accidentally thought aloud 

"Honey you are way too sick to stay" 

"I'm fine Angie" 

"Baby, you just threw up and you have a temperature you are not fine." 

"Angie, I'll just take some anti nausea pills and I'll be fine." 

"Honey, you ar-" 

"Angie I'll be fine, if I get sicker than we can go, I don't want to disappoint anyone."

"Baby, they won't be disappointed" I took the pills from my bag and took them. We walked back to Angie's trailer and Angelina brought me another hoodie to put on, I changed into it.  We had been on set for two hours. 

"Where are we going for lunch?" Letitia asks.

"Well, Subways?" Angelica suggested, Elle, Angelina all nodded and we headed for subways.  When we got into subways my stomach started to churn at the look of food, I made a dash to the bathroom, leaning over the toilet I threw up a couple of times, I checked to see if my new hoodie had any vomit on it, and it did, yay lucky me.

"Elle, Honey are you in here?"

"Yeah?" Angelina walked into where I was.

"Come here Honey" she opened her arms for me, but before I crawl to her I had the urge to throw up again, Angelina quickly caught on grabbing my hair and rubbing my back as I threw up bile, we sat there for 15 minutes until my stomach had calmed down. 

"Honey we have to get you home" 

"But Angie-Angie they'll all be disappointed" 

"Don't worry Honey, they were all talking about going home after we've eaten anyways.

"Okay" she picked me up and carried me to where the others were, Angelina explained the situation to everyone.

"Come on we'll eat in the car" Angelina put me in the car and sat next to me, I put my head in Angelina's lap and she ran her fingers through my hair.  We were about 30 minutes away from our house when my stomach started churning again and I felt the familiar taste rise in my mouth, I sat up quickly so that if I vomited it wouldn't get on Angelina.

"Angelina!" I scream. 

"Mark, stop the car please!" 

"I can't, I'm too far from the stopping lane" I vomited all down the front of my new hoodie.

"I'm sorry." 

"Hey baby it's okay," Angelina rubbed my back .

"Just continue home," Angelina told our driver.

"Angie, I think I'm gonna be sick again" after getting the words out, I threw up again, Angelina handed me some water. 

"Drink this baby" I took a couple of sips from the water, I immediately regretted it, as it came straight back up.

"Oh baby" Angelina kissed my forehead, the next 20 minutes were hell, I ended up throwing up about 3 more times, so I was covered in vomit, none of it had gotten onto Angelina, thank god, but there was some on the seat, it mainly got on me and nothing else so that's lucky I guess. When we arrived home, I ran inside and sat by the toilet in my room.

"Hey baby how are you feeling" I looked down at my hoodie and back at Angelica.

"Oh, come on let's get you changed" she went back into my room and got me some clothes, she took the vomit stained hoodie off and put a baggy NASA t-shirt on, after taking off the jeans I had on, she put on some old flannel pajama bottoms and carried me down to the couch and had a bucket next to her, I crawled over and laid my head in her lap.

"How are you feeling Honey?" 

"Disgusting."