▪I'll never get over it▪(Suicidal! Deku) Completed

Chapter 24

=Shoto's POV=

Its been 4 months.

I still can't get over it. I just need him to wake up, its driving me insane. My grades are lowering drastically, and my sleep schedule is all messed up.

Same think with Katsuki. He wasn't as close to Izu as I was, but he still loves him. Don't get the wrong idea.

Inko.

She's been the worst out of all of us.

She always looks gloomy, but tries to smile through the pain. I can't understand her pain, no one can understand the pain of a mother waiting for her son.

But we are still trying to stay strong. By we, I mean, the class.

The class has been way more quiet, a sad aura all the time. You can feel the thick tension and moodiness when you enter the classroom.

Many are skipping classes, or just a whole day sometimes.

But I understand, it hurts. It hurts.

I just want him to wake up.

I'd get on mt knees and pray, I would do anything. Damn I'd even give my "dad" a fucking hug.

Anything to get out of this torture.

Is this how Izu felt?

Because let me tell you, it sucks. This "feeling" or whatever I'm experiencing sucks. In case you haven't figured it out.

Dead.

Izuku Midoriya is dead.

He died right infront of many people's eyes. Including mine. He didn't even wake up from his coma to say some decent last words.

I still feel like my heart hurts, my stomach churning when I think about him. But we can't change what has happened.

His funeral was 2 days after he died. Beautifull flowers all around his tombstone. We appreciated him very much.

But he didn't feel like we did. I wish he could just walk out that coffin and act like nothing happened. Like he never died.

Like nothing ever happened. Oh, but it happened alright. It happened.

I'll never get over it.

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