Rip My Heart Out

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Cyrus gets his heartbroken when he sees something that he wished wasn't real, causing Andi and Buffy to intervene. Told from a single POV.

Cyrus POV

This was the day that I had decided to tell Jonah how I felt. It wasn't as if I thought I had a chance, but I really wanted to do it.

I met Andi and Buffy at the school entrance, feeling my heart begin to skip. They knew how I felt, and I was grateful for their support.

Me: I'm looking for Jonah, have you seen him?

Andi: No, why?

Buffy: What's going on?

Me: I have decided that I need to tell him how I feel.

Andi: Today's the day?

Me: Yes, I have to do this.

Buffy: Shall we go and find him then?

Andi and I nodded along and followed Buffy. We looked around the where the lockers were. Jonah usually waited for us here but today he was nowhere to be seen.

Andi: Where is he?

Buffy: Perhaps he wanted to do some practice before school?

Me: Let's go to the field.

When we got to the field, I saw Jonah, but as I approached him, I noticed something strange. He was kissing someone, and that someone was another guy. To my disappointment, I knew exactly who he was kissing.

Andi: Am I seeing what I think I'm seeing?

Buffy: Is that Jonah kissing... TJ?

Me: Y-yes it is.

I felt tears sting my eyes and burn as they rolled down my cheeks. My heart was broken, and now I didn't feel like I'd ever be happy.

Buffy: Jonah! Get over here right now!

Jonah: Um...

Andi: Don't say anything, just come here, or else!

Buffy: And TJ, you can go away forever!

I wasn't expecting the girls to react like that. I never liked making a big deal out of things, but they had other ideas.

Jonah: What's wrong?

Buffy: Why are you kissing TJ?

Jonah: He kissed me, but I decided to go with it and see what it was like.

Andi: So do you like him?

Jonah: What? No way, he's not my type.

Me: You confuse the hell out of me Jonah Beck.

I don't know where I found the confidence to say that without hesitating. Jonah gave me a look which gave away the fact that he was hurt.

Jonah: I confuse you?

Me: Yes. You are always such a ladies man, and now you kiss TJ?

Jonah: I didn't enjoy it.

Me: Why not?

Jonah: Because he's arrogant.

Me: And so are you at the moment.

Jonah: What is your problem?

I could feel my blood boil, and I was stuck in a bad situation. I was torn between telling Jonah, or forgetting about it because of how he was acting.

Me: You really want to know?

Jonah: Yes.

Me: I came to look for you so that I could tell you I liked you. Then I find you kissing TJ and I'm not so sure anymore.

Buffy and Andi gave Jonah a dirty look, which at that point in time, was nice to see. I was going to make him feel bad.

Jonah: You like me.

Me: I did until a few moments ago.

Jonah: Why have you waited so long to say anything?

Me: Does that matter?

Jonah: Of course it matters. I wanted to kiss you, but I always assumed I'd scare you off. That's why I let TJ kiss me.

Me: That doesn't make it better.

Jonah: It should at least explain what happened clearly.

Me: Either way, I don't want this.

Jonah: Don't want what?

Me: To go out with you, I'm over it.

I smirked, feeling like the bigger man by showing that I wasn't going to stand for anything. The girls followed me, and as I looked back at Jonah, I saw that he was now broken.

Hope you enjoyed.

I wanted to write a chapter wita a sad ending.

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