Jyrus Oneshots - Part IV (COMPLETED)

Give Me A Chance

Sequel to "Rip My Heart Out" (if you haven't already, please read that before reading this, or it might not make any sense).

Jonah feels bad about what happened and tries desperately to win Cyrus over. Told from a single POV.

Jonah POV

I didn't know what to do. Without realising it, I'd screwed up, big time. Cyrus left me alone, and I couldn't even handle not being with him.

I was so sad with everything that I had done. I should've pushed TJ away, yet the curiosity was too much for me.

I looked for him, and decided to go to the spoon. I saw Cyrus across the room, with Andi and Buffy sat opposite him. I was going to walk over, but was stopped by Amber.

Amber: I don't think you should do this Jonah.

Me: Do what Amber?

Amber: Make the situation worse. Andi was telling me about it.

Me: What did she say?

Amber: Only that you let TJ kiss you as you were curious. And that Cyrus wanted to tell you how he felt.

Me: I didn't know how he felt until afterwards when he said.

Amber: Regardless of that, leave it. You'll make it worse and lose all of them forever.

I knew she was right, but I wasn't about to accept that. I moved away from Amber and walked over to Cyrus. The girls stared at me, and he frowned.

Cyrus: What do you want?

Me: I wanted to say sorry Cyrus.

Cyrus: Why?

Me: Because I made a mistake and I regret it.

Cyrus: Me me me, is that all you think about?

Me: What?

Cyrus: You made a mistake, you regret it. What about the fact you hurt me, and made me sad?

He had me in a corner and I knew this wasn't going to be easy to get out of. I was going to do whatever I could to try though.

Me: Look, I know that I've probably screwed everything, but I know I can put it right.

Cyrus: Really? And how do you propose to do that, exactly?

Me: Will you give me a chance to explain myself, my feelings, my reasons?

I waited with bated breath for Cyrus to talk. He looked at the girls who seemed to disagree with my plan.

Cyrus: Okay Jonah, I'll give you that chance.

Me: You will?

Cyrus: Yes, because I'm a kind, decent person.

Me: Thanks.

Cyrus indicated for me to sit down next to him, which made me happy. I knew that this probably wouldn't work, but if I didn't try, there would be no chance.

Me: I had always wondered what it would be like to kiss another guy. When TJ kissed me, I was conflicted, and at the time, I decided to go with it, because I didn't know if I would get another chance.

Cyrus: I can understand that, but surely you wouldn't just kiss the first guy who tries, unless you like them?

Me: It was meaningless, I hated it and I wish I had pushed TJ away.

Cyrus: But you didn't did you?

Me: Cyrus, if I could go back and change it, I would.

Cyrus: Is that enough Jonah?

Me: I can't force you to forgive me, but I hope you know that I hate myself for doing it.

I was begging at this point, but not caring that I was probably looking desperate. As I watched Cyrus, I saw his face soften, and that gave me hope.

Cyrus: You really hate yourself?

Me: Yes, I'm so sorry for everything.

Cyrus: Okay, I forgive you.

Me: Tha---.

Cyrus: On one condition.

Me: What condition?

Cyrus: Kiss me, you idiot!

Not wanting to waste time, I gently kissed Cyrus on the lips. It was so much better than with TJ. I pulled away and saw the flushed look on Cyrus' face.

Me: That was great.

Cyrus: You're telling me.

We chuckled, but when I saw the girls, they looked shocked. Cyrus gave them a smile, and they smiled back. For once, I had sorted a problem, and everything was okay.

Thank you for reading.