Epilogue

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A/N: Dear Fam... Please... Bare with me. I need to at least finish this book so I'm going to end it with an Epilogue. Many apologies, but my heart just isn't into 5SOS as much as it was. Still mourning the loss of basically just the old them. I get it we grow up and all that but I just drifted apart from their new personalities, which is sad. I'm not going to delete this book or any of my other 5SOS books but I'm cutting them off. My bias was Luke Hemmings for many years, and I am sad to watch his change the most so This is how I wanted the ending to be. Happy Ever after with no changes to their personalities. So I'm sorry for the cringe I am about to lay down before you as I haven't written in the First-person in a very long time.... *Sips Tea*... Now without further ado:

"Hayley calm down," Lin tries to soothe me, but I just can't breathe. I'm not ready for this... "You'll be fine Hails," Lizzy strokes my back, in hopes of calming me down, which only made it worse because of the awful lace digging into my sinsitive back.

Do I really want to marry Luke... Like this... Am I sure...?

"Please don't tell me your getting cold feet NOW!" Kita basically growls at me, "You can't really just get up and leave! You have a child together! If you can't marry him for you, marry him for Luca! He needs as father, so give Luke a chance. If he screws up again, I'll de-ball him for you," Kita finishes, calming be down a bit.

"I don't wanna be like the Kardashians!" I whail again, freaking out, "Kanye always looks like he's about to either kill Kim or kill himself!" I freak out further. (A/N: Idk if that's true but just go with it, cause Kanye looks fucking done with that family.)

"No more Keeping up with the Kardashians for you little missy," Lizzy scolds, giving me a cup of water. "No! She'll ruinher lipstick! Lin exclaims and rips away my water. Kita grabs the water back from Lin and plops a straw into the glass, before handing it to me again.

"There's Paparazzi trying to get through the security," Symone says glaancing out of the window, before sighing, "Kid, what's really going on? You were so heartbroken when you heard about the bitch, and now your hesitant to marry the guy your dead set sure is your soulmate," Symone questions, taking a seat next to Kita.

"That's just the thing! I don't feel it anymore! I don't feel like he's the same person... I just... I'm not sure I'm ready for this..." I trail off, tears gathering in my eyes. 

The girls all give me withering looks, "You weren't ready to be a mom either, but now you are one. Think about your baby, if you leave your wedding now, you're not just going to look like a scared fool, but you're going to look like a bad mom. Do something we women have done for generations before us; suck it up and try your best, and maybe get some couple therapy," Kita advises me.

"Alright..." I say getting up, "Let's get this over with," I say looking at Lizzy. She grabs my veil and places it over my head neatly. I was wearing a Black wedding dress that blended into a bloody red at the bottom. 

My heels were a blood red as well, my hair was now also the color of a vibrant bloody red color, instead of the innocent white I bleached it to after the incident. My black veil adored my head. I looked like I was dressed for a funeral. My Funeral...

"Remember to smile no matter how fake it is," Lin stated, handing me my flowers. I had a boquet of black flowers, with a single red rose in the middle. This is the day the World of Rock will mourn the loss of a free spirit.

A lot of people in the world of Rock and Metal were dissapointed at the news of Hayley's engagement, saying that Luke Hemmings just didn't complement her well as a partner.

These revelutions were also where her doubts originated from. Her kind didn't except 5 Seconds of Summer ever since they gave into the mass and started making more Pop music instead of trying to become alternative as they said they would.

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