This meeting is not a normal meeting. This dinner night is not a normal dinner night.
Your mother could never be the first one to call you for a dinner on the same table your last dinner with your late father but maybe tonight she decided that the past will stay in the past.
This dinner smells fishy and you know it has something to do with you too since your mother has not stop being nice with you. She's smiling from ear to ear at you and before your maid could serve your food, her hands quickly snatch the spoon from her and serve the veges onto your plate.
As you said before, this is not a normal dinner you and her will be eating. This dinner will be full of mor mystery and anger exploding from your heart towards her but you didn't know it until 20minutes after sitting in silence.
Your eyes curiously peek onto your mother who's extraordinarily she's happy with you and she's even drinking her most precious wine with you. Yet when you refuse the alcohol, since you are still a minor, "It's fine, there's no cops in this house right?"
You don't understand what happened to her but even if you are curious until the peak of Mount Everest, you will never open your mouth to ask her.
Did she drink two gallons of red wine before eating? Why is she so smiley today? Did something happen in her hospital- of course, the fucking hospital.
"My beautiful daughter, park y/n." She hiccups at the end of her words, before sliding from the end of the big dining table towards your side. Sliding her hands before twirling around like she's dancing with an invisible partner.
You only stare confusedly at her wasted face, "You only drink two shots but you're already out cold?"
Your mother loses her elegance look and continues to hug the tall bottle of red wine in her arms, suddenly pushing the bottle up high like she's holding a baby. "Tonight, is our night of celebration."
"What are we supposedly celebrating for?" You cross your arms and legs together before rolling your eyes again at her childish jumping state.
"You know him?" Your mother shocked you when she suddenly climbs up the table.
"What kind of drug shit did you eat mom?" You stood up and your eyes couldn't believe the sight you're looking n front of you. What is this? What the hell happen to your mother? And why is she crying about now?
"Y/n!" you flinch at her loud shout but didn't say anything. The look on her face, her eyes are telling you how much she regrets everything that has happen to your life but her mouth said the opposite of the words in her eyes.
People say, action speaks louder than words but you could only believe words speaks louder than action since that is what they choose to do and they will never stop lying until they hit the ground hard alone.
Your mother sat down with both legs cross on top of the full food table with a silly smile, looking down onto her hands for a second before she looks up to your eyes again, "Look."
No shit, something did happen at the hospital.
"Go waste your time on that old fucker, again."
You coolly wave her a goodbye and with very very heavy steps, you try to run away from your house again. This house would never be filled with warmth again.
You could never change the fact that she doesn't care about your life anymore, she doesn't care about your still fresh wound in your heart cause she only thinks about her own selfish needs. Why can't she just stand up again and be your fucking mother as she should've been and should be now and forever?
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Fanfiction"You can never be his because he is mine. " "Why can't I love you? Why is our love forbidden?" "There are secrets about us that you don't know and I don't want you to know more."
