𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏- 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐊𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐅𝐅 √

Part 18 : Questions & Answers

Jungkook looks out the window in the silence room. No one is here to disturb him and no one is here to console him with care. He's alone and it better be like that for the whole one day.

Yesterday when you practically sprinted out his house, it confused him cause you didn't answer him anything. The unanswered question makes him feel uneasy inside because he is the reason on why both of you have hard times understanding with each other yesterday.

In fact, in these past few days, he feels like you and him have been more distant then your past years. Even when both of you were dating in secrets, you were never the one to leave him alone at night nor is he the one who would leave you alone. These days feels too weird and for three nights in a row, both of you didn't talk with happiness.

Everyday feels like a war of emotions or everyday feels like a full roller-coaster ride with emotions. One emotions of fear, fear of seeing you walk away. One emotion of confuse, confuse with this one word. L.O.V.E.

"Do I really love you?" jungkook ask himself. Is the word love for you is a true feeling? He feels like this is the right thing to feel but why is he asking himself this question? It seems like he is doubting his own emotions. It's like he's doubting his own heart.

Jungkook takes a deep breath, ears listening to the smooth jazz songs, gifted by the one and only kim taehyung. His hands are twitching to grab his phone and call you right now but after thinking again and again, he needs to calm his mind down first.

"Today is me time and I will talk with her tomorrow." Jungkook said before setting down the glass of water he was holding. In a white t-shirt and black shorts, jungkook walks inside his room.

Laying down with head full with questions, "Why didn't I stop myself from leaving?" Jungkook haven't forgiven himself. Even after you telling him to not be too concern about it but how could he not? You left his house that night and it shows him how truthfully you really felt that night.

"Sometimes, I just wish you to put your own happiness first before mine because sometimes I could be too arrogant with the power I have on you." Jungkook knows you have not only a small soft spot for him but you have almost half of your body full with soft spots for him.

He is confident enough to say, even when he hurts you. You will find an excuse to forgive him, "You shouldn't be too easy on me, beautiful. As close as I am to you, I am still a person whom can choose bad decisions with closed eyes." That's the real emotions jungkook wanted to show at you.

He wants you to be careful with him. He also wants to be careful with you too. You only need to say one name, whoever you want him to kill and he will gladly do it with a wide smile. Anything for you, beautiful.

Jungkook has chills all over his body with his own thoughts. Sitting up from the bed, his eyes glance to the side table. His phone keeps buzzing signaling him there's more than three messages receive at him.

He picks up the phone and the lock screen light up. All the messages are sent by haneul. Rolling his eyes at her name. "Not this time." He will not answer her questions nor will he wants any answer from her.

After that night, the changes of her own intentions prove that she never once had the thought of giving him any answers.

Jungkook didn't open her messaged at all, not even one. when he finally finishes swiping name off his lock screen, the background picture freeze his thumb. Instead of swiping with annoyance, jungkook stroke slowly your wide smile.

"I really wish you could be mine. My family loves you like their own daughter so I just don't understand why they despise our love so much." Smiling sadly at your picture, jungkook lays his back on the bed again. Still holding his phone tight, "So much until they want to send me away."

As soon as he said the last words, a message from his father pops up. He needs to answer his father but he doesn't know who will he bring. If he said, he firmly chooses to bring you then his father would disown him. "They're even willing to hate their own son for loving you, beautiful."

Again, another message pops up on his screen, the name slips off his lips smoothly. "Haneul."

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You and hoseok waits for your order to arrive. He really takes his own words seriously this time, he didn't leave your side even for one second. Thank god you could stop him from walking inside the lady's room with you.

Hoseok didn't say anything, neither did you since this is not your original plan at all. Its all his but it seems like his lips are glued tight. "Do you want to talk or not?"

"I do but I don't know what to talk with you." Hoseok answers quickly, adding his words with a bright smile. Your eyes quickly shift away from him, 'Shoot, I almost smiled back at him.' You said to yourself.

Hoseok chuckles at your annoyed face, "I want to ask you about your day. How was yesterday?" You know he will ask you this and you already have the perfect answer for him, "Perfect. Especially when there's jungkook with me." In your eyes, you said a good answer but in hoseok's eyes, you've made the wrong decision with your answer.

You see his eyebrow jumps like he's amused with you while his lips tug upwards into a small smirk. Coughing lightly, hoseok looks up at you with his sweet smile. Your eyes are already being suspicious with his actions. 'What's wrong with him?' You ask yourself again.

"So, it was jungkook who made your mood turn downhill today?"

"What?" Your eyes panicky try to find any reason to deny his assumptions, "What are you talking about?"

"You think I don't notice? Since when did the great park y/n go all day dreaming? Especially in the library, her second home?" hoseok smiles happily when he notices he's winning in this conversation.

"Is he hurting you again? If he is, then you know what I can do to him."

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-To Be Continue-

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