𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏- 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐊𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐅𝐅 √

Part 20 : New Year's Night Story

[ *Warning!* ]

*This chapter is really sensitive, it has has a small description of self h*rm and r*ping so if you hate reading this types of story, I advice you to skip this chapter but if you can handle it, then you can continue*

[ *You have been warned*]

You stare at your own reflection, long black hair, eyes are light brown, lips are pink from your chap stick. Your beauty is pretty sure you are in the average rate but the luxury bag and accessories you wear at school makes you look even more glamour than the other girls.

You were never normal and you never had a real friend. You always wish people would be brave enough to stick with your anger and not be frightened with you. 

Sure having the bangtan groups are more than enough, they are crazy rich, they are crazy handsome, they are crazy clever, they are crazy enough to be your friends but you want to feel the laughter with a girl.

You want a girl, friend too. You always wonder how would it feel to have a friend that's the same gender as you.

'How do you even make friends?'

Your eyes stops directly on your neck. Suddenly hoseok's word tingles in your ear.

"That night." Your said softly, eyes shaken with fear when you remember the deep breathy laugh, you remember the hot feeling of his breath hitting your neck as you cry with terror.

You shut your eyes tightly, hands on the table clench hard until your nails bleeds your skin. "Shut up." You whisper weakly but you still could feel as if the man is standing right besides you. Leaning closer on your ear, "I've been waiting for this moment." You quiver in fear, head shaking trying to free yourself from your dark history.

"I said shut up!" You angrily throw your hair brush on the mirror. The loud shattering mirror echoes the silent hallway of your house. You didn't expect anyone to come help you, you didn't want anyone to help you because you're afraid they will use your kindness.

You cried, you try to voice out your pleading but the fear is too much for you to handle. Your weak body fall down to the floor, you feel suffocated by the stuffy room. You could see your room is getting smaller and smaller with every breath you take.

"Shut up." You whisper again but he keeps on whispering the same thing, "I want you to scream." He disgusts you and you felt your body is filled with dirt when his tongue slowly licks from your collar bone up until your neck.

You cough loudly, neck's slowly turning red as you try hard to breathe again. Laying on the floor with a loud cry you yell, "Get out from my head!"

A loud bang on the door didn't make you flinch at all. Your busy hands are holding your neck, you force your nails to scratch every part of your neck. Maybe just maybe you can make a hole for you to breath.

You felt your body been hold in two strong arms, they shake your weak body hoping for you to come back. You could feel the person panic with your crying. your heart knows the person has good intention but in your eyes all you could see is that fuckers face.

"Get off me!" You angrily push his hands away from your body, away form holding you but he kept on smiling at you before slowly untying your dress. You try to slap him again but he quickly grabs your hand. "I said stop. Please." You cried loudly, feeling weaker and weaker as he looks stronger and stronger.

You gasp loudly when a sharp needle been push into your skin. The dirty man slowly turns into a white fog before your sleepy eyes blink again and you could see jungkook's face.

He looks scared while holding you, his breathing is hard as if he was running before coming to you. Your hands slowly reach up to his cheek but before you could touch him, your eyes close into deep slumber.

This is not the first time he sees you fall like this but every time you cry painfully like this, it breaks his heart because it was his fault. It was his fault to leave you alone in the room. He shouldn't leave you with him that night.

Jungkook pulls you into a tight hug, he silently cried on your shoulders too. Both of you stayed on your cold wooden floor, one is silently sleeping while another one is silently crying in regret.

"I'm sorry." Jungkook whispers.

A knock on your door makes him look up and his eyes meet with your mom's, "Is she okay?" She asks worriedly and before jungkook answer her, he wipes the tears using his long sleeve, "She's fine now."

Your mom sigh heavily, relief because this time jungkook is quick enough to stop you form harming yourself again. The one time when your mom wasn't at home and you're having a panic attack. That time is the worst day ever, she can't unsee her daughter is sitting in a tub full with her own blood.

"Lay her on the bed. I'll clean her room after you..."

"I'll clean them for you. You should sit down and calm yourself, auntie. You must be more shock than I was." Your mom smiled towards jungkook and with adoring eyes she stares at jungkook who's carefully carrying your unconscious body.

"You should know that her marriage will be stop." Jungkook stops his step, still holding your body in his arm. He looks at your mom confusedly, "Marriage?"

"She didn't tell you? She was supposed to be married with her cousin but things got complicated cause he wants to be with his new girlfriend. So, the deal is off."

Jungkook looks down to your sleeping face, even with head full with questions. He needs to let you rest before he could ask you.

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-To Be Continue-

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