random digimon stuff

ahah I'm so so sorry-

~~{Warnings/disclaimers}~~
• This is an AU, which means none of it applies to like,, anything--

•⚠character death :)⚠ (its a suicide. mostly why this is an AU)

•haha I'm about to fuck up Izzy's mental health-

•I'm so sorry-

•Again, this is an AU so it doesn't apply to anything-

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Arlo Kiken Viatra.
Her life was okay, at best.

She lived in a safe environment, with a loving boyfriend, great siblings, and awesome friends.

But things were also going pretty badly.

Her grades were slipping severely

People hurt her

She hurt herself

She never thought she was good enough

She thought she was just annoying and weird

She felt irrelevant

She felt like a burden to everyone

She felt absolutely useless

She felt like she couldn't tell anyone. Like they'd laugh if she did. Or they wouldn't care. Or that they'd get upset she's wasting their time talking to her.

Even worse? It'd been like this since she was 11.

Everything hurt so much.

Things were so hard.

Life was so unfair.

She couldn't take it anymore.

She'd become more distant.

She'd try to avoid everyone.

Everyone

When given no choice, she would spend as little time with someone as possible. Questions get 1 word to 1 sentence answers.

She talked a lot less.

She seemed so absorbed in her work and studies. She was barely spending time with anyone anymore.

Izzy took notice of this. He tried to talk with her, but she just spun around the subject, and left.

Other people didn't try to help, really. They thought "she just needs some space"

Boy were they wrong...

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Months passed, Arlo becoming more distant with each day.

Suddenly, just for one week, she was really social and affectionate.

She spent a lot of time with everyone. Mostly Izzy and Maiho.

Everyone was a little confused, but happy.

Sunday night, when she went to sleep, she wrapped her arms around Izzy tightly.

Her final words to him were "I love you... I'll miss you the most."

He didn't quite understand. But he would.

The next morning, she was just... Gone.

Izzy woke up, and she wasn't in the house. His mother had no clue where she had gone.

She wasn't at school either. Her seat was empty in every class the entire day.

She wasn't there after school either... It got scary then. She just seemed to had disappeared.

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Izzy was home, panicking, and his pillow fell off of his bed. That's where he saw the letter in her handwriting. He read it once, and his heart stopped for a second. He read it a couple times over, to make sure his eyes weren't playing tricks on him. They weren't.

"To anyone who reads this, not that they'd care; I'm going to finally be out of your lives! Gone. Dead. I'll be in the woods, and you probably won't hear from me again. If the police give enough of a damn to look for me, just give em this, I guess. I love you all, and this is for the best. You don't deserve to have to put up with me. Nobody does... Goodbye, everyone. Take good care of Maiho for me, Koushiro.
                           -a mistake finally fixed, Arlo."

Until tears fell onto the paper, he didn't realize he was crying.

He hoped it wasn't true. That it was some messed up joke. But he knew it wasn't.

He decided he'd go check. Just to be sure..

He got up, went outside, and headed towards the woods.

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He arrived about 5 minutes later. He walked far back into the woods, because That's where Arlo would go when she was upset.

He had to walk for another 15 minutes to get there.

He looked around, and suddenly, behind a rock, he saw something he hoped he'd never see. A sight that'd haunt him for years..

He saw Arlo, with her two now lifeless eyes, smiling.

There was blood running down her stomach, most of it dry by now, and her gun was in her right hand.

She was laying on the ground, and wasn't moving in the slightest. She'd shot herself, right in the stomach.

He fell to his knees and held her body close to him, sobbing. He didn't understand. Why didn't she talk to someone? Why not get help? She decided to do this out of her own free will... Did she even consider how anyone else would feel?

She did. But not realizing how much that people actually care for her, had an incorrect view on the matter.

Izzy was there in the woods sobbing for god knows how long.. It was dark by the time he could manage to do anything but cry.

He called the cops. They arrived rather quickly, and came to investigate.

He was questioned on the matter, and he handed them the letter. After reading, the police escorted him home.

He didn't sleep. At all. How could he? The girl he loved. Dead in front of him.

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News of the suicide spread rather quickly..

The rest of the digidestined was devestated beyond imagination. Especially Maiho. He broke down, similar to how Izzy did. The group felt the same feeling. Pure devastation. They felt other emitions, but devastation the most.

Cedric started isolating himself from the rest of the world. He stopped talking to people, except Maiho. He rarely left his room, except to give Maiho things he needs. Like food, for example. Cedric was just broken.

Anya had to be restrained from taking herself out the same way. She was so upset.. Her baby sister was gone, and there wasn't anything she could do about it. She missed her so much, and just wanted to make things right with her.

Arutski threw a fit over her. Shecried and she screamed.. She didn't want to believe it, but she knew it was true. Arlo Kiken Viatra. Her daughter, that she loved so dearly... Dead. She didn't want to try and cope with it. She wanted Arlo back.

With Arlo gone, a lot changed..

How could she have done this to them?

Why would she have?

So many questions were asked. So many were left unanswered.