I don't remember much from the second run. Chara only showed me the death of each and every monster they killed. They wanted me to see all of them turn to dust.
I couldn't do anything. I wasn't in control of my body. I was a worthless piece of nothingness Chara would only laugh at. They took all my Determination and kept it locked only for them to use.
At the point where they killed Toriel is when i started banging at the darkness I was trapped in and screaming my lungs out. Chara only laughed louder.
Sans knew something was up and I was trying so hard to at least give him a sign of some sort. Nothing came through.
Sweet, sweet Papyrus, please run and hide! Chara made me watch the whole fight.
It was the same with all the friends I made in the Underground. Every time I screamed loud for them to run but they heard nothing.
At the end, I was left sobbing in the corner, too tired, scared, depressed, dried out to even look away. As if Chara let me.
Then it came to Sans' judgement. The fight with him was, to say the least, unexpected. I have never seen such a powerful monster, yet he only had one HP and attack power!
He exhausted Chara so much, that they loosened their grip on me and I was able to Mercy Sans. Chara immediately snapped back and I couldn't even move my lips this time. Luckily, Sans only pretended to trust the words of Mercy.
In the end, Chara killed him anyway. They eliminated every living thing in the Underground.
Then came the darkness and we stood there together.
Why have you done this?!! What could possibly be a reason for this GENOCIDE? And why torture me like this??
Oh god, Frisk, you're so weak and innocent. Hihi... Of course you don't remember!
Wh... what do you mean?
I obviously had to kill them! If everyone's dead, nobody can hurt us again! You have to learn that so I made you watch.
I... I-I am so confused.. what...
OF COURSE YOU ARE! YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND! AHAHAHAHAHHAAH!!!!
They were crying as their laugh sounded on. I used that moment to reach for my Determination. Trying not to make the same mistake as before, I quickly used it to trap Chara deep, deep in my mind. Behind many walls with no doors or windows.
Before calming down, I carefully exhaled while tracing my mind for any sign of them.
When I found nothing, I slowly inhaled, my hands shaking. Then, holding my breath, I reset the timeline once more.
The thought of never letting Chara out again filled me with DETERMINATION.
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So? What do you think?
Worth reading some more? Worth writing?
Idk what else to say other than im sorry for making you go through a genocide run.
Hope you liked it anyway!
Go get a drink of water!
Byeeeeee.......
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I Am Myself (Frans)
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] [COMMISIONS OPEN!] Frisk is broken and unstable. Their mind was overtaken by Chara and now they never know when will Chara reach out to hurt Frisk's friends. The only one who knows about it is Sans who has been more than supporting of Fr...
