I Am Myself (Frans)

Chapter Eighteen

>> Warning, smut! Sweet and loving. No plot will be in this chapter, skip it if it makes you feel uncomfortable. <<

When Alphys, Sans and Mettaton fixed what was broken, electricity came back for the whole NHT. There was still a storm outside and since Alphys' lab had some really good lights, Metta decided to finish my look there, before the rain ruins my hair for good. Sans, Undyne and Papyrus were locked out of the room for the recording.

Making a video with the robot was actually real fun and at the end, he promised to make some more with me.

When I looked in the mirror, I couldn't recognise myself. My face looked slim and tan. My eyes were huge.

Mettaton surrounded them with dark green and black make up, which fit perfectly to my bright red eyes. But the eyes didn't overpower the look, no, my cheeks were highlighted, my skin looked fresh and smooth and my lips were pulpy and red just a shade darker than my eyes.

I felt so beautiful.

So powerful.

And the whole look revolved around my eyes, which for most of my life I hated.

Now they were just the way they were supposed to be.

Mine.

Beautiful.

I gave Metta a bear hug and almost cried. He panicked, because that would ruin his work.

In the evening, Papy decided to stay for a sleepover. He wouldn't admit it, but he was just afraid of going home in the storm.

I took that as an opportunity to privately call Tori if I could stay out the storm at Sans' and Papyrus' house. I whispered it to Metta and winked to remind him of our talk before coming here.

He told me he's going to stay, because Alphys needed some company while the two will be trashing the kitchen and winked at me too. Then he sent one dreamy look in Papy's way and then winked at me again.

"Shortcut?" I said and shivered when we said our goodnights and walked into the stormy, dark outside. With one step we were in front of Sans' and Papy's house.

"you've got it." said Sans as he opened their front door.

Metta still had his lights in the living room but we didn't bother putting them away that evening.
Instead, I went straight into Sans' room, starting to feel nervous about what I was planning.

"are you not hungry, sweets? we've had nothing to eat all evening." Sans raised his eyebrows.

"Not really... Go grab something if you want, I'll wait upstairs." I tried to push a smile but it was more of a grin as I was getting more and more nervous.

"ok, i'll get a hotdog and be there in a minute."

As the door closed behind me I started panicking. Don't get me wrong, I really wanted Sans (especially after his comments earlier that day), but I was afraid of my past, of Chara, if this is the right moment, if I do it right...

Oh don't worry about me. I'm not gonna be here to watch you two do... Eww. I would try to stop you, but I have a deal with trashbag so I plan on passing out in like 3... 2... ...

Well, uhhh... That was easy. I took a deep breath and tried to only think about Sans and how much I love him. It helped a little.

Playing with the thought of stripping to my underwear, I walked to the bed and laid on it comfortably. I didn't have much time to think though as Sans already walked into the room.

"hey there, hot thing... metta sure knows how to make you look good. it always startles me when i look at you now..." he said, walking to the bed.

Suddenly I found my determination and stood up to kiss him passionetly. He responded by cupping my face with one hand and hugging me closer to him with the other.