I Am Myself (Frans)

Chapter Eleven

You throw like a child, Frisk. Let me in and I will win this game for you.

I've gotten used to Chara's chatter, but dodgeball is an especially dangerous time for them to be around. They wouldn't only win the game, they'd hurt everyone in the process.

This past week has been lonely. Well, not completely if you count Chara. After what happened at Papyrus' party, I'd been keeping my distance from everyone. I couldn't have Chara lash out like that ever again. Definitely not on Sans.

Sans... I had no idea how to feel about him. I had a thing for him even before but now I have a full on crush on him. Not an ideal thing when you're trying to stay away from everybody.

So I was trying hard not to think about him. I focused on school - learning about monsters and teaching about humans.
Undyne's lessons were the only ones that let my mind wonder and I got lost in thoughts.

That's why I jumped and squealed when Undyne appeared behind me.

"Geez, Frisk, chill. It's just me. I don't bite." she smiled, revealing her sharp pointy teeth.

"Umm, are you sure about that?" I asked and raised my eyebrows. We both snickered.

What a show off. Show her what we can do with a knife.

"I wanted to talk about something. Are you ok, punk?" Undyne got serious.

"Yeah, just a bit sweaty from all the work you make us do." I tried to avoid a serious conversation.

"That's not what I mean and you know that. I even talked with your mom. Everyone is concerned about you, Frisk. You work and work and don't meet up with your friends at all. Hell, Sans said you are avoiding him completely..." she said just what I didn't want to hear. I didn't know what to say.

"I, uh... I'm just trying to focus on school and help Tori around with everything. She has a ton of work and doesn't let anyone help her really, you know, being a teacher and doing the most of management of this school and then being a mom, taking care of a house and Asgore, plus she helps me manage the things around monsters and humans..."

"Kid," Undyne stopped my rumbling, "this is all pretty and all, but I know you. You wouldn't let go of your friends just for work. Let alone cut them off completely. Frisk, we are all worried about you, even the queen. What is happening? Is this about Sans?"

"Ughh I bet you know I have a crush on him, because you and Alphy always know these things. No, it's not about that..." I thought about how to explain myself for a second. "I just haven't been feeling good. Mentally and emotionally. I don't want to burden you guys with all this negativity." That almost wasn't a lie.

If you kill them, you will never burden them again.

Shut it!

"Go run five times around the gym for saying such a stupid thing, punk! We are supposed to be here for you to make you feel better at these times! Say you're a burden one more time and I will crush you! When you're done running, you're excused from the lesson to go talk to Sans!"

*Sans' POV*
when i woke up at the hod dog stand, there were still no customers around. i layed my head down again and something touched my cheek.

when i looked down, there was a piece of paper folded between my fingers.

"huh..?" somebody must have snuck it in when i was snoozing.
i unfolded the paper and saw some text written in light blue pen. it was Frisk's handwriting.

"8pm at the stargazing hill? Take the fluffy blanket!" my heart raced. yes! Frisk is talking to me again! there was a scribble at the bottom of the paper, that said "I miss you, bonehead."

i could almost see my fluttering soul. they didn't hate me!
i wasn't going to let this opportunity slip away. i was going to make this into a proper date.

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I am dedicating this chapter to my best friend malejkrecek  bc i am sure about that. She doesn't even read this story and as far as i know doesn't use wattpad anymore but whatevs. I just thought of her so here ya go

I have no actual idea what to write about this chapter, i honestly just needed to set the situation.

Well i hope you like it anyway
And i hope you drink your advised daily amount of water!

Ok bye ily