5SOS Preferences

Long Time

Hey!

I know that it has been a really long time since I posted anything and I am really sorry for that.

Truth is, I have been struggling a lot with my motivation to write anything. It has been getting better but I used to be able to get two or three chapters done in a day and now it takes me a good couple days to just get one written.

I am hoping that, especially in the New Year, I will be able to get back into the swing of writing and I am making it a resolution to write every day, even if it is just a little bit at a time. It takes about 66 days or so to establish a habit and I am hoping that I can make writing every day a habit. It will take time but maybe by March 2020, writing will become a habit.

My dream is to be an author, and I have been thinking a lot about this idea that I have for an original story that was inspired by my parents and how they met. So I am wanting to make 2020 my year for getting closer to my dream.

I'm not gonna wait for the New Year to work on making writing a habit. It should have been a habit by now but I do not have a lot of self-confidence in myself or my writing and because of that, I believe that my work isn't good and that I could never make it. If I can push past that by making writing a daily thing, then maybe my confidence in my writing will get better.

I do have a lot of ideas lined up for this book and I am going to make a much better effort at working on them.

Thank you all so much for taking the time to read this and to read this book and being patient. I know that a lot of times when preference books go on Haitus (or bands/artists), they end up ending and not continued. This is not one of those times. I am still very much in this family, I just need to work on my motivation.

I will hopefully be back with a new chapter soon.

Until then,

Much love,

~M