You can't save me, I'm damaged goods.

Party

It wasn't Yoongi who opened the door, instead, it was Jin. "Jiminie baby! And Jungkookie!" he shouted as soon as he opened the door, and embraced us both. "Hey, chill, you see us at the restaurant anyway," Jungkook said, even though he had a small smile on his face. "Yah!" jin exclaimed, "There's nothing wrong with being excited to see friends". I laughed a little and patted Jin's back a little, in an attempt to calm him down. "Alright, sorry mom," Jungkook said, as he snickered.

He led us inside and we were almost attacked by everyone in the room, except Yoongi. Of course. "Heyyyyyyyyyyy. Jm, Kookie!" they shouted and I couldn't help smiling. Taehyung jumped me, embracing me and making me fall on the ground. "Tae!" I whined. "Oh my god, I missed you so much. My bestfriend is here!! My little mochi" He cooed and squished my cheeks. I was laying on the ground, and Taehyung sat on top of me. I suppose for other people we may have looked like a couple, but that was far from true. Even though I was gay, Tae had a girlfriend, and they had been together for three years. Besides I never really felt attracted to Taehyung in that way.

As I tried sitting up a bit, I noticed Jungkook and saw that he was looking at us. He was smirking, laughing a bit, but something about his eyes made him look sad.... or jealous? I shook my head, getting rid of those thoughts. Why would Jungkook be jealous of me? He probably had everything I had times five. He probably even had a girlfriend. Even when I only said these thoughts to distract myself, they made me sad, and I started worrying a bit if he actually was in a relationship.

Since I was a bit deep in thought I didn't notice the hand reached out to me. Taehyung was already standing and I noticed that everyone was looking at me with a confused expression. I blushed out of embarrassment and took the hand. It was none other than Jeon Jungkook. I quickly grabbed his hand and his long fingers covered mine completely. I arose and let go of his hand, throwing him a quick smile. Then I brushed over my outfit quickly trying to gain some dignity.

"Sorry" taehyung said cutely while making a cute expression with his boxy smile. I shook my head at him saying, "Don't worry, after all this time I know I can't be around you without getting physically hurt". His smile grew wider as he laughed, "True". I shook my head, also laughing.

"Alright time to get down to business" Yoongi interrupted. "Yeah, so what exactly is happening tonight?" I asked and saw a smirk growing on Yoongi's face. "W-what does that s-smirk mean, I don't think I like it" I stuttered a bit, really starting to get nervous. "Don't worry, " Jin said from where he was standing. I looked over at him, and almost immediately I noticed the hands wrapped around his waist. Behind him stood Namjoon, also my friend and apparently Jin's boyfriend?

I threw Jin a questioning look and he winked back at me. I smiled looking at the cute couple, happy that my friends were happy. Jin and I talked some about love and stuff like that, but I knew that something had happened in Jin's past, and after that, it seemed he was never going to open up that way again. Now, he looked completely comfortable wrapped in Joonie's strong arms. I didn't feel worried, as I might have if it was somebody else, because I knew Namjoon, he wouldn't hurt anyone. He was really mature and caring, kind of like a father, and I think that was exactly what Jin needed.

Even though I really did feel happy, it was bittersweet. Because I knew, I would never find a love like that. I was unlovable.

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Half an hour later, we arrived outside the party. It looked like a normal, bar, maybe a bit more expensive than I usually preferred, but I knew that there was no way I could get away from here.

As soon as we went inside the music blasted our ears. It wasn't the music I had expected. It was a bit calmer than the usual music you would hear.

(The song I'm thinking is the one on the top so you could play that while reading if you'd like)