You can't save me, I'm damaged goods.

Airplane

It seemed like my body wouldn't allow me to go back to sleep after waking up. That was fine, I didn't want to have a nightmare anyway. That would wake the whole plane.

I was surprised that I hadn't dreamt earlier. Maybe because I could feel the presence of everyone around me, even when I was sleeping. It didn't matter why I was just grateful.

Small snores were heard beside me, and I turned my head to see Tae with his head in an awkward angle and his mouth wide open. I smiled a little to myself before, gently, pushing his head down on my shoulder. He didn't resist and soon I felt his breath against my neck as he let go of the bag and cuddled into my arm instead. I put the jacket I had resisting over my lap over his body to keep him warm.

After a few minutes of just sitting with my eyes closed, I got bored and grabbed my phone to watch a show or something. I was in the mood for something happy so I turned on a humor one. Soon a grin was put on my face, and I had to try my hardest not to laugh because then I would wake Tae.

I hadn't noticed the other body moving beside me, but suddenly I felt another weight on my other shoulder. My eyes were wide with shock, and I looked to the side. Jungkook was practically lying on me as he was also sleeping. I was stiff in a couple of minutes, just staring down at him.

He was asleep

He wouldn't do this if he was awake

Right?

Of course not, he's barely talked to me the last months

He's just sleeping, it was an accident, stop overthinking

Stop overthinking. Yeah, right.

I nodded subtly to myself before turning back to the show, but I couldn't focus on anything else than him. His hair was rubbing against my neck, I could feel his heavy breath on my shoulder. He had crossed his arms in front of his chest but they had slid down into his lap. His feet were bent and turned in my direction. And his face. His face was looking so innocent like he had never been harmed or tasted the bitterness of the world. Ha wasn't tense, nervous or uncomfortable which he always seemed to be. He was peaceful.

I hadn't noticed when, or how, but as I was studying his face, my body had become heavier and soon I slipped into a dream.

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I woke up by someone shaking my arm. "Jiminssi," Tae whisper loudly in my ear. I groaned and turned trying to get more sleep. It seemed to work for a while, and I let my body relax again, only to be shaken once more. "Jimin, you gotta wake up and see this," he said excitedly. I furrowed my brows and rubbed my eyes. "What?" my voice was clouded with sleepiness. "We got food!" he exclaimed and clapped his hands together. My interest peaked. Food?

I turned to Tae and opened my eyes to see a plate of food on his small table. There was one in front of me too. It looked delicious. There was some kind of stew that looked like chicken, with a small salad and rice on the side. There was also a small chocolate pudding for dessert. Pretty basic food for a flight, but it was good enough. We started eating and for a while, that was all I was focused on. It tasted pretty good.

Soon both of our plates were empty, and we sat back in the seats rubbing our belly's. "Man, I ate wayyy too much," Tae exclaimed. I chuckled a bit and said, "me too". At first, I didn't really think too much about it, but I let my thoughts wander and I noticed how full I really felt. It was a disgusting feeling as if I could feel my body putting on weight at that exact moment. Shit, I ate way too much... What's Jungkook gonna thing? Do I look fat to him? And now I'll become even bigger... Suddenly the meal that had been so good, felt absolutely repulsive, and the taste that lingered in my mouth made me gag.

"Excuse me I have to go to the toilet," I managed to say, my voice almost choked. Tae rose from his seat, and I quickly hurried past him to reach the toilet in the back of the plane. I rushed in, getting a slightly worried look from one of the stewards, and wasted no time before I bent down and immediately started throwing up my meal. I tried my best to keep the volume down, but it wasn't easy. I didn't stop before I emptied everything in my stomach. It felt good. Better. I stayed on the ground a couple of minutes, taking deep breaths and then I stood up to drink some water and cleanse my mouth. I could taste the vomit in my mouth, but it was better than the taste of the meal. Taking yet another deep breath, I quickly looked over my clothes and straightened out my shirt. Then I opened the door, expecting to go directly to my seat. But right outside the door was Jungkook, standing with furrowed brows. I met his eyes before shifting my eyes to the ground, my cheeks flushing red. He heard. He must have. What do I say?

"Sorry, I need to use the toilet," he said. "Oh, right. Sorry," I mumbled awkwardly before moving to the side so he could enter. Trying my best to forget what just happened, I walked back to my seat and sat down next to Tae again. "You okay?" he asked. "Yeah," I answered, but it was more like a sigh.

Jungkook's pov

I needed to use the toilet after eating the meal, so I stood up and went to where the toilets were and stood outside to wait for the person inside to finish. At first, I was just bored and growing a little impatient, but then I started hearing strange sounds from the room. It sounded like, someone throwing up? It was definitely what I heard, but why? Maybe there was someone who got sick from flying. I continued waiting for the door to open, my curiosity growing, only to be surprised when I met eyes with the person coming out. Jimin.

My brows furrowed. Why was he throwing up? Should I ask him? He met my eyes for a second before looking and I couldn't help but notice the flush of pink in his cheeks. They looked so soft and gentle. A weird craving that seemed to come from my heart told me to reach out and touch it, but I'm sure he wouldn't want me too. I pinched my thigh a little to stop my thoughts and cleared my throat. "Sorry, I need to use the toilet," I said. He looked confused for a second before his eyes widened in realization. "Oh, right. Sorry," he said lowly and stepped out of the way. I got in quickly and locked the door behind me. Whew. I put a hand over my heart trying to calm it down. What's going on with me?

Jimin's pov

A couple of minutes later, Jungkook came back. He sat down next to me, and I tried to ignore his presence as much as I could.

Shit

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Heyyyyy

Yes, I actually updated, wow. This chapter was a bit short, but I decided to keep it that way because it's not that important for the plot, more to just bind the story together. Anyway, please tell me what you think and have a good day :)