You can't save me, I'm damaged goods.

Sunrise

We arrived in Spain late at night, and even though I slept through almost the whole plane ride, I was really tired. We had to take a taxi from the airport to the place where we would be staying. The house wasn't far but it was exactly in town either. We used about half an hour to get there and wasted five minutes of the driver's time trying to decide who'd pay. "Everybody shhhhh! I'm gonna go sleep, here's a couple of euros and goodnight," Yoongi said as he got out. Hobi quickly followed with a sly smile on his face.

I got some of my money too and stepped out of the car. It was much warmer here than back home. It was like a wave of it came over me, embracing with a scent of flowers and warmth. The house was beautiful. Must have been pretty old, but it looked like it was cared for nicely, and there was a big pool outside. There were small trees here and there, some blooming with flowers in white and pink. The house must come with a gardener because there were flowerbeds everywhere. The light from the pool was the only reason why I could see anything really, but behind it, I could see as lights started switching on in different windows in the house. I felt better now that we were actually here, but there was still a knot in my stomach. 

"Jiminssiiiiiii," I heard the goofy voice of Tae shouting. "Yeah?" I shouted back and turned towards his voice. He was leaning out of the door, only his head visible. Some of his curls were falling in his eyes, but they still seemed to sparkle. "Jin's making foooood!!" he shouted. I laughed a little to myself before walking towards the house. Already, the smell of meat and rice was noticeably in the air. My footsteps were speeding up until I was almost running. I went inside and started looking around for the kitchen. This place is huge!

The sound of laughter was heard, and I followed it. Soon I reached the kitchen which was also a sort of living room. It was beautiful, absolutely perfect for Jin's cooking skills. All of them were there already, even Jungkook, and they were sitting around a table playing with cards. Or, some were playing, while Jin was busy with the food and Namjoon was leaning towards the counter following Jin's every movement with his eyes. I decided to talk to him a little.

He smiled when he noticed me coming over. "Hey," he said. I smiled back at him and hopped up on the counter. I was too short for it... 

"This place is beautiful," I said and looked over to Jin too. He was fully focused on boiling the rice perfectly. "It is," Namjoon nodded. "So...." I felt kind of awkward. Or, I felt bad. All of them had been so caring for me, and I had only pushed them away. I didn't deserve them and know I didn't know how to get close again. "How have you been? I haven't really talked to you in long," I said, guilt obvious in my voice. "I've been good. Really good actually. Because of Jin, I fell really happy," I heard the feelings behind the words. "I knew you guys would be perfect for each other," I said. He giggled a little, a dimple popping out on each side of his face. I was happy for them. I just hoped they wouldn't get hurt.

"Dinner's ready!" Jin sang and started taking the pots to the table. "I'll help you!" Namjoon quickly stepped up, taking the pot from Jin's hands. Damn, he's whipped I thought to myself. We started eating and it was delicious. A while the sounds that could be heard was us eating and groaning of satisfaction. "Jin, This is amazing," Hobi said with his mouth still stuffed. "Yeah, well it won't be that good if you keep talking with your mouth open," he answered sternly, but I noticed the slight blush coloring his ears at the compliment.

After eating we separated into each of our rooms. We were pretty tired. Yoongi and Hobi shared a room, as did Jin and Joon, and then there was Tae, Jungkook and me. Either we shared a room or two slept together and then one on their own. I was pretty sure it would be me and Tae, and then Jungkook alone, but when we went to bed he was already in the room where I was supposed to sleep. I tried to not think too much of it as I went to the bathroom. A shower seemed very inviting after the long flight, and I thought I had locked the door, but as I was standing with the water dripping over me, someone came in. I heard the door open and close, and then the small click of someone locking it. "Hello?" I asked, trying to figure out who it was. There was still shampoo in my hair and I kept my eyes closed to avoid it getting in them. Suddenly, the person opened the door to the shower and stepped in. "What the hell!" I yelled and quickly rubbed my eyes before turning around. "What?" Tae said.