Lonely

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Have you ever been perfectly content with everything in your life? As in, you felt really and truly happy even for just a moment? I get that way sometimes, just happy. Then the weight sinks in, and I feel lonely. when Draco and I are out with friends, and we're all laughing it hits me. Like a lead weight in my rib cage. Breathing feels harder, almost like I shouldn't even do it. My throat closes up and happiness just... escapes me. The loneliness is enveloping, controlling, killer.

Draco notices though, and just his touch sometimes takes it all away. Sometimes it comes and goes with no need for help, like a fleeting thought, other times I think it may never go away. But Draco cares, and though we can't cure what happens in our heads -trust us, we've tried- we can, and always will be there for each other. 

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Y'all, I'm lonely.

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