Last day
Same old days. Nothing new. Suffocating and polluted air, bitchy surroundings, bitchy people.
Hays.
When will people change?
Nah. People don't change.
If you think they changed, well maybe they just become mature or immature.
Aish. Just woke up and I'm blabbering this? Crazy.
Umagang-umaga napapaenglish kaloka. Naligo na ko at nagdamit syempre duh.
Hinintay ko yung sundo ko kase sabay-sabay kaming magpipinsan na pupunta at umuwi galing sa school. Well sometimes hindi nila ako sinasabay na pauwi kase ako yung pinakalate na natatapos ang klase.
Habang hihintay ko yung sundo ko kumain ako and I'm smiling the whole time with my family.
And few minutes later nandito na sila. Di ko naman kailangang ikwento pa kung paano ako makakaratibg sa school.
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7:00 am
MAPEH
Yes, mapeh ang first subject namin. May summative kami ngayon and of course nagreview ako.
Sa mga hindi nagreview for sure mahihirapan pero may team work naman. Tamang kopya lang sa katabi.
Tuwang-tuwa nga yung katabi ko kase nagreview ako. For the first time daw.
"Ballpens up, exchange paper to your seatmate" sabi ng mapeh teacher namin.
Nakipag exchange na kami at nagche-check na.
Nakikita ko sa mukha ng mga ilan na nasasayahan sila at meron ding kinakabahan. Sino bang hindi sasaya? Christmas break na eh. Sa mga kinakabahan, alam mo na hindi nagreview.
Tapos na kami sa pagche-check. Di ko inexpect yung nakuha kong score.
"pass your paper. From highest to lowest. 50." sabi ng mapeh teacher.
Agad-agad kong pinasa ang papel ko. Gulat na napatingin sa akin ang teacher namin at mga kaklase ko.
"Wow for the first time Ella naperfect mo," mapeh teacher.
Kanya-kanyang opinion ang naririnig ko. Nagulat din ako sa resulta ng quiz namin. Ang saya.
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8:00 am
Science
May pasurprise quiz si ma'am ngayon. Tangina ano to? Lahat ng subject nay quiz?
Kanya-kanyang reklamo ang naririnig sa paligid
"Ma'am bat di mo sinabi kahapon di kami nakapagreview"
"Ma'am bukas na lang"
"Ma'am 10 minutes review please"
Natatawa ako sa mga reklamo nila. Okay lang na magqu-quiz binasa ko notes ko at nakinig ako kahapon.
"No need to review. Kung nakinig talaga kayo kahapon may makukuha kayo! Okay number 1," Si ma'am.
Agad-agad na nagsikuha sila ng papel. I mean kumuha sila sa isang kaklase namin na nakalabas na ang papel. Di ako nagpatalo. Humingi rin ako ng papel sa kanya.
And finally, tapos na. It's easy. Recorded daw haha.
And yes, isa ako sa highest. Isa lang wrong ko. Okay na yun at least.
Gulat na gulat nga sila eh.
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9:00 am
Vacant namin ngayon at gutom ako.
"Hoy Ki tara sa canteen bili tayo ng pagkain" tawag ko sa kaibigan ko at sumama siya kasama rin ang iba naming kaibigan.
"Hoy Elle kakagulat ka sis. Ikaw highest sa quiz natin ah. For the first time" natatawa nilang saad.
Pumila na kami para bumili ng pagkain. Lumpianada ang agad kong kinuha.
Pagkabalik namin sa room kinuha ko na agad ang notebook ko at nagbasa ng notes.
Naninibago ata silang lahat sakin. Dati kase pag vacant namin nagmo-mobile legends ako o kaya nagwa-wattpad. Tapos kapag quiz kumokopya lang ako.
Wala eh, trip ko tong ganto ngayon HAHAHA.
****
10:00 AM
English
May graded recitation kami ngayon. Kakasabi lang din. Buti nga nagbasa ako ng notes eh.
"I will give you a topic and explain it" sabi ng PT namin.
Tapos na ang ilang mga kaklase ko at ko na ang susunod.
"Okay, Miss Gomez your topic is Are you in favor of same-sex marriage? "
Tangina ano to? Miss u?
"I am in favor for same-sex marriage. Before I start, huwag natin isama sa usapang ito ang banal na aklat okay? So yes I'm in favor. Lahat ng tao may karapatang sumaya, lumigaya. Kung ito ang ikakasaya niya bakit natin ito pipigilan? For example, Australia. Same-sex marriage is legal in Australia. Let's say na they are liberated and Filipinos are not. That's one of the reasons why same-sex marriage is not legal here. Filipinos can be as liberated as them. If these countries are basing on the bible book, why did they legalized it? Many countries are legal in same-sex marriage and the Philippines should also." sabi ko.
"so kapag may same-sex marriage dito at naging liberated and mga pinoy, nasaan na ang pagiging maria Clara? Nasaan na ang tradition? " tanong ng kaklase ko na best friend ko.
"So my topic is "Are you in favor of same-sex marriage?" and I don't think your question is related because mg topic is asking for my opinion. " sabi ko at ngumti sa kanya.
All of them are shocked. Sino bang hindi magugulat? Isa ako sa mga gago dito sa room namin eh.
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5:00 pm
Time flies so fast at tapos na ang last subject namin. I was so active in recitation and such that made them shocked.
I'm being clingy to my friends and they find me weird.
I keep hugging them by chance.
I also hugged my boy best friend that made him shocked because that is the first time that i hugged him.
"Hoy mahal na mahal ko kayo mga gaga" paulit-ulit na sinasabi ko sa kanila yan.
I was smiling the whole time.
And here I am, in my room. My smile fell.
I'm holding our family picture together with my picture with friends.
"I love you so much, guys. Don't ever blame yourself okay? If I die today, make sure that my online friends will know this. Tell them that I love them so much. They are part of my journey. Paki sabi rin na pasensya na dahil hindi na kami magkikita sa personal.
To my parents, I love you so much. I am really tired I'm sorry.
To my friends, I asked for your help many times pero wala pa rin. Don't ever blame yourself for this okay? I love you so much."
This is my last day.
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"Class settle down. I have bad news here. Elle's mother is here" her teacher said.
"Tita nasaan si elle? Miss ko na siya may ichi-chismiss pa ko sa kanya" saad ng isa sa kaibigan nito.
Elle's mother suddenly burst into tears. All of the students are shocked and they are fucking nervous.
"Elle is gone"
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Work of fiction. Plagiarism is a crime.
Sorry for the grammatical and typographical error
