( IMPORTANT READ PLEASE!!!! A/N Hey guys. I still am grounded but I have decided that I will just write chapters on my school ipad without Internet and then when I get wifi I will post the chapters I have written. I won't update daily it will probably be weekly maybe monthly but within either that week or month I would have written a couple of chapters so you will get a couple of updates in one go. (School has kinda blocked wattpad and Twitter so I can't post at school on the school wifi). So sorry that this has to happen but parents are stupid and they like to ground me. School ends soon so when school ends, if don't have my iPad back by then I won't be able to post till I get it back because they take the school iPads on the holidays. So so so sorry. But for now let's go with the flow and get the story started back up again sort of :-/ love you guys so so so much. Thank you for 2.2k+ but you little bugs need to start voting and commenting so maybe you should go back on all the chapters and vote for every one? That would make my fricken day! Okay let's get the story going now. Byeeeee xxxxxxx - Chloe )
Jade
After Calum and Tahni rocked up at Olivia's house we all decided to make our way to the party. It was a bit early but that is alright since our group is kinda the organiser of this.
I am kinda hoping that Ashton decides to come even though that he didn't graduate. But on the other hand I don't want him to. We haven't spoken in so long and I don't want to just break out in tears if I see him again. The last 4 months has probably been the worst time of my life. It is horrible to leave the one that you love. I still do love Ashton and I don't think that my feelings are going to change anytime soon. I know that it sounds very stupid to say that my feeling won't change but I honestly think that. I have been such a mess since I left Ashton. I was such a mess that I became depressed which lead to cutting. I know it is a bad thing to do over a boy but I believe that it is my fault that I left him because he couldn't get rid of Chelsea. But again someone needs to be the strong one I can't just let everything slip through my fingers. If I don't like something I will do anything to stop it. Wether I like it or not. It has costed a lot of relationships in the past but the people that can't accept my decisions are getting the loss there.
I have been hanging out with Stacey a lot within the past 4 months because I have kinda been feeling left out and we were the two loners. Holly would always go off with Jess. Olivia, Michael and Sammy would always hang out with Tahni and Calum and I felt like I was pushed away. But I was fine with that after I got to know Stacey she was actually a really nice girl. Fucking hell she was hilarious and I think I have pissed my pants once when I was around her. I guess we are just plain strange that is why we are funny together. I like that. She has been taking my mind off Ashton which is a good thing because then I stop cutting again but I go back to it once he enters my mind again. Stupid, I know.
"Earth to Jade." Sammy says snapping her fingers in front of my face.
"Oh hey, jammy say. Sorry I was just thinking." I smile.
"Okay well are you going to get out of the car?" She asks.
"Yep. We are going to a lot of dancing tonight okay?" I tell her. I would dance with Stacey but she has a date tonight. She has been thinking of Michael a lot because she kinda likes him. I know it is bad but she can't control it. But I guess this date tonight should help because then she will have someone else to occupy her. Sounds bad, I know.
"Yesssss. We will have the best time!!" She exclaims. I jump out the car smoothing down my fitted black dress and make my way into the auditorium. There were a few people here but there wasn't our full graduate class.
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It was 8:00pm and our full class was here with a few extras. Sammy and I decided to have a break and we are currently sitting on the stage chatting. Our whole group is here just sitting here talking about random shit.
"We should play truth or dare!" Luke yells over the loud music.
"Lucas you always want to play truth or dare but okay!" I yell back.
"Okay! Jade truth or dare?" Luke asks me.
"Truth yo mofo." I say back giggling in the process.
"Is it true that you still have feelings for Ashton?" He asks.
"Noooooooo." I sarcastically remark.
"Right." Luke says.
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"Michael your such a dick!" I yell slapping him in the process. I feel someone tap on my shoulder and I swiftly spin around to see Ashton standing in front of me.
"What are you doing here?" I ask as politely as I can. I'm pretty sure my eyes grow wide and watery in the process. I haven't seen this guy in ages what do you expect?
"I came here because...... I actually don't know. I have been missing you so I wanted to see you so I thought this was my chance." He explains. I continue to stand here awkwardly. He is probably waiting for me to respond but I don't know how to.
"I'm sorry I ca-" I cut him off smashing my body against his wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Don't be sorry I missed you so much. I'm sorry for neglecting you. I am just so happy that you are here." I ramble on. I remember that I need to stay strong and I pull myself away from his embrace.
"I can't. I'm sorry I don't want to just let you come back into my life so quickly when I'm just going to get my heart broken again. I can't see you and Chelsea toget-" I'm cut off.
"Chelsea moved to England with her boyfriend. She apologised to me for breaking our relationship and moved to England. I didn't want to tell you because I was scared that you have pushed me out of your life and you don't want me in it any more." He explains.
"Well that doesn't mean that we can just go from where we left off. We need to restart. We need to start at the beginning." I explain.
"Well Jade, will you go on a date with me?" He smiles.
"Ashton. Slow. Now you go home. And we can hang out some time not as a date just friends."
"Okay well do you want to hang out next week sometime?" He asks me awkwardly.
"Okay Ashton. But I am inviting the rest of the group. Remember we are hanging out as friends okay? Now you need to go I need to process all of this it has just been dumped on me. I will text you when I think of a day. Cya Ash." I smile.
"Bye Jade."
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Chapter status: Edited. Filler Chapter.
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Reckless ♡ Ashton Irwin
Fanfiction"He loved her smile so much, he took it" There are a lot of obstacles in this difficult relationship. Will fate bring the two closer together or further apart? Main Characters old name: Chloe New Name: Jade Warning: Sexual scenes and swearing
