Reckless ♡ Ashton Irwin

Chapter 45

A/N I go camping this Sunday so I might not be able to update :-( but I will try and right the chapters before I go to sleep or at least a but of a chapter. I am going for a week. Anywho please make that empty star down there full of orangeness! I hope you enjoy this chapter!!

~Jess~
"Listen. Cal, do you think that we will be anything?" I say. What has gotten into me, I never wanted to say that, it just rolled off my bloody tongue.
"Uh.. Jess I don't know where you are going with this, but we will never be anything." How does he know? Can he tell the fucking future? It is heartbreaking to get rejected. Ugh. Calum why do you have to make me feel this way?
"Are you serious? I never knew you can tell the future." I spit.
"Jess, it isn't that I need to tell the future because I don't. I have strong feelings for Tahni and I have a feeling that if we break up I will do anything to get her back. The reason I know the answer to your question is because of my undieable love for Tahni. I'm sorry if I lead you on, which I'm pretty sure I didn't." He says sadly.
"It isn't that you lead me on, 'cause you didn't. It is that you make me feel something that no one has made me feel. And I have no way of stopping what I feel for you." I inch closer to his face so our noses nearly touching. He slowly inches back in the process. "I love you Calum. Nothing can change that." I whisper and I place my hands at the back of his neck, pulling him closer. I inch closer and closer, disposing of the space between us. I softly place my lips on his and passionately kiss them. I don't know if he is kissing back but he sure tastes good. The slight taste of mint on his lips.
"And we're back!" Tahni says slamming the door open. I immediately pull away from our connection and stand there like nothing was happening. "What the actual fuck! Oh my fucking God! You think that when I'm not around you just go kissing people! I don't know who kissed who but I don't want to hear it right now! Fuck you!" Tahni yells storming out of the house.

~Tahni~
Just seeing them kiss gave me the worst feeling in my life. Worse than period pains. My long lost lover kissing with my so called best friend. Hot tears run down my face as I walk, furiously to my car. I don't want to stay there anymore. I don't know where I am going but I am going some place far from here. I don't know if Calum followed me and I don't care.
I hop into my car and immediately turn on the ignition. I turn up the radio, blocking out all the noise and speed off. I can't go home because home is back there. I need to go to Mums house. I rather not go there but she said go to her when I am feeling down or if I'm stressed. I make my way to my Mothers house.

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I knock on the door twice and stand at the front awkwardly.
"Oh Hi! What are you doing here? It isn't the weekend yet." She says opening the door to let me in.
"Yeah I know. As much as I didn't want to come until the weekend. I am very pissed right now." I say looking down at my hands.
"Okay well you are always welcome to come over, your are my daughter." She smiles locking the front door. "So what is on your mind?" She asks. My phone vibrates in my back pocket signalling that I have a text.
"One sec'" I wave off Mum and walk into my room.

From Sexae Boyfriend:
Tahni, Please let me explain. I don't want you to miss out on this week. Darling please don't be angry. I love you x

To Sexae Boyfriend:
Calum I don't want to hear it. I am at my mothers and I am going to stay here until I cool down.

From Sexae Boyfriend:
Too bad. I am going to tell you what happened and I am going to keep trying to convince you to come back here.

To Sexae Boyfriend:
Calum I'm being serious, just stop.

From Sexae Boyfriend:
Jess was talking to me when you were out and I thought it was just her being friendly but nah, she ended up asking if her and I were going to ever be anything (I told her that my love for you is strong and that it will not happen) and then she told me that she loved me and that nothing can change that. Then out of nowhere she kissed me. I was so confused I froze and that was when you walked in.

To Sexae Boyfriend:
I don't care. I'm not going to read that message. I'm sorry Calum but I am standing my ground on this one. Bye.

I reply back and I shut off my phone so I don't get anymore texts. From anyone.
"Okay well do you still want to tell me?" My mum says as I walk into the room.
"Yeah well......" I tell mum the whole story and she sits there in shock. "What should I do?" I ask.
"I think you should wait and see if Calum really cares. If he does he will come running back to you." She smiles.
"Okay well hop-" I am cut off by a knock at the door. What the hell? Mum never gets visitors.
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Chapter Status: Edited.