Reckless ♡ Ashton Irwin

Chapter 17

Ashton's Pov:

I have to go see her, I don't want her to think I am being a dick on purpose. I only accepted Chelsea's request to go to the shops today because she begged. I sort of wanted to go with her though because Jade full on rejected me last night and I was heartbroken. I get into my car and drive to her house. I cant contain myself I have to go talk to her, I don't care if she hurts me I just need to see her face.

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I arrive at her house, I am extremely nervous. I walk up her driveway and knock on the door. The wait of her to answer feels like hours. Seconds later Tahni answers the door.

"Hey w...what are you doing h...here?" She stutters looking down at the ground.

"I came to see Jade." I am shaking now.

"Um... Jade!!!!" She yells down the hall.

"Who is it?!" Jade yells back. Just the sound of her voice makes me smile.

"Come see for yourself!" Tahni yells back. She races down the hall way, wearing her pink fluffy socks. She looses her balance and begins to slip. She slides right to the door way tripping on the door landing in my arms.

"Hey." I say to her my cheeks flushing.

"Hi." Jade said with anger bubbling inside her, she storms off back into the house, "Fuck You!" She leaves me standing here with Tahni.

"I'm sorry about her, she is very upset." Tahni apologises to me.

"No, no you don't need to apologise, it is my fault she is angry at me." I sadly say as Tahni shuts the front door and sits down.

"Ashton sit, we need to talk." She demands and I do exactly what she says."You do realise why she is upset at you."

"Yes I do, I made a shit move on going to the shops with my ex Chelsea, I didn't know Jade was going to be there." I explain frustratedly.

"No, that isn't why she is angry at you well it is, but not the only reason. She is upset at you also because you told her that night that you had feelings for her, and she specifically told you that if you do something wrong you could fuck up everything. You didn't even take that into consideration did you? Because it didn't seem like it." I get it now she is angry because she told me not to fuck anything up because that will ruin our relationship and yet here I am fucking up our relationship what the fuck is wrong with me.

"Okay, I get it now. She must be some kind of future teller. I swear to god." I laugh.

"This is no laughing matter you know Ashton. You know your the only guy I have seen Jade have a cute but strong relationship with. I don't know how you can fuck it up so easily. No offence. She isn't the same around other guys trust me, I have seen her around heaps of guys that she has dated and she hated most of them. She wasn't much of a dater because everyone would judge her past."

"Really, why would anyone judge someone as beautiful as her. She has a dark past but a very bright future and I would love to be in that bright future with her, but I'm not good enough." I say sadly, why am I releasing all of my emotions out. It feels good to talk to someone about it though.

"That is the thing, Ash, she is beautiful, but looks aren't everything. You need to be able to support her with her life. She has a pretty fucked up life you know. With her dad and shit so you need to support her on that." She is right.

A/N That is the end of this chapter sorry I didn't get to update yesterday I had to help my stepdad with the cows so yeah I was busy but I will double update tonight xx thank you for 300+ ilysm xxxxx :-)