You Can Have My Heart (Oli Sykes Fan Fiction) COMPLETE

The 'L' Word

We ordered room service for breakfast and I took a shower while we waited for it to arrive. Oli had packed most of my things into my suitcase for me while I was in the bathroom, and even though we had an hour before we had to go, we were pretty much ready. We ate our breakfast cross-legged on the bed together and I laughed every time Oli clumsily let the cereal milk run down his chin as he kind of missed his mouth. It was so funny how I found silly things like that cute, knowing that other people would find it utterly disgusting. At 10:30am, we headed down to the bus and were on our way to Washington DC for Bring Me The Horizon's next show. We watched a movie on the bus and Oli sat with his arm around me the entire time as I rested my head against him. Jordan caught us sneak a little kiss and smiled at me... I guess he could tell we were happy. Luiz messaged me on the way and told me he had arrived at the hotel, so I told him we were about 20 minutes away and would be there soon.

We pulled up at the Intercontinental and were whisked straight up to our rooms. I left my suitcase with Oli and headed to find Luiz's room. As he opened the door, I squealed. It had only been a few days, but it felt like ages since I'd seen him... and I hadn't even told him the news that Oli and I were official! "Luiz..." I said as I released him from my hug. "I have news." I said as I walked past him and into his room. I sat down on his bed and looked at him with a smile. "Oli and I are together together. It's time to hide us from the media." I beamed. "He asked me to be his girlfriend a few nights ago, but I didn't want to steal Hannah's thunder the other day at lunch." I added.
"I knew it!" he said. "You both looked very smitten the other day. Has he told you that he loves you yet?" he asked as he rummaged through his bag.
"What? No." I replied. "Do you think he does?" I asked. Luiz laughed to himself.
"Are you kidding? He's practically ready to put a ring on your finger." he said dramatically with an eye roll. "He was in love with you when I first met him at fashion week... I took him for coffee, remember?" he said, now taking the small bottles of wine from the mini bar and handing me one.
"I saw it coming. To you and Oli." he said, making a toast. I smiled and hit my bottle into his. Luiz sat down next to me on the bed as he took a sip of his wine. "So seriously, why haven't you said it?" he asked seriously.
"I was waiting for him to say it first." I replied. Luiz rolled his eyes at me.
"Joy, if you're in love with him, which you obviously are, just tell him. He's probably scared of moving too fast given your past." he said wisely as he took another drink. "Besides, empower yourself, girl!" he said with a smile. I guess he kinda, maybe, sorta had a point. "So, anyway, forgetting I'm your manager for a second, since we're not working and we're just here as friends... how's everything else in your relationship?" he asked. I knew he was asking about sex but didn't want to actually ask. I felt my face go warm and I couldn't help but smile. "If you're asking if the intimate side is good, well, yes it is. It's better than good." I replied with a shy giggle. Luiz hit his bottle into mine again. "I figured... You were different since he stayed with you that first night." he chuckled. "Honestly though, I know my approval isn't necessary, but I think he's a nice guy. At the start I wasn't sure, and maybe I had dreams of you dating an A-lister, but after seeing you together, I can see there's real love there. I think you're good togtether and most importantly, I think he'll treat you right." he said, holding up his bottle to cheers again. I smiled and thanked him. "Seriously though girl, don't sit on your feelings... just tell him that you love him!" he said as he wandered off. I finished up the wine and told Luiz we were going to head out to see some of the monuments nearby but he decided to stay at the hotel and chill out. I left him there to relax, taking what he said with me about telling Oli how I felt.

We wandered around some of the monuments of Washington DC for an hour or so, looking at buildings and fountains, and snapping random photos. Oli didn't leave my side the entire time, keeping hold of my hand and planting sneaky kisses on me when nobody was looking... he seemed to be keeping me close almost like he was protecting me from, well I don't know, but it made my heart skip beats. I loved the way he always wanted to be holding me, touching me, kissing me... showing that he cared about me. I thought about what Luiz had said, and he was right... why was I waiting for Oli to tell me he loved me when I was the one who could potentially freak out about it. Oli had been the one to ask me the girlfriend question, so maybe it was only fair that I was the one to initiate the next step. As I got lost in thought as we wandered, I decided that I was going to tell him, and I wanted to do it before I left him in the morning. I was going to enlist Luiz's help and do it that night.