You Can Have My Heart (Oli Sykes Fan Fiction) COMPLETE

Washington DC

The Washington DC show was different to all of the others... I'd always watched on with some kind of love and admiration for Oli, and last night I'd watched on as his girlfriend, but tonight it was a whole different thing. He looked over at me so much throughout the show and was smiling and seemed so happy... I actually wondered if the crowd would notice how different his mood was since 'happy' wasn't really what he usually came across as. Luiz seemed to be enjoying the show and tonight we even put on hoodies and snuck into the space between the stage and the barrier where the security guards stood to watch a couple of songs. I loved seeing the show from there. "DC!" Oli yelled out between songs. "I am feeling the love tonight but I need you to do me a favour. I need you to sing this next song so loud that the entire world hears it." he encouraged. "This song is called Can You Feel My Heart." he said, looking at me straight after he said it.

"I'm scared to get close, I hate being alone, I long for that feeling to not feel at all, the higher I get, the lower I sink I can't drown my demons they know how to swim...." he sung. He would usually then scream 'jump' over and over until the music kicked back in, but tonight, he changed it up. "I fucking love you." he said instead, smiling at me as he did. I felt my heart melt inside my body and Luiz squeezed my arm as he heard it too. It was so sweet, and even though everyone in the crowd probably though he was talking to them, telling DC that he loved them, I knew he said it to me. It was a secret yet grand gesture and I loved him for it.

As the show ended, I hugged Oli as he walked off stage; I didn't even care about the sweat. He wrapped his arms around me and lifted my feet off the floor, pulling me in for a kiss at the same time. Luiz just watched us, and I didn't even care. "Oh, young love." he sighed jokingly. Oli put me down and I playfully slapped Luiz on the arm.
"Did you think the show was OK?" Oli asked him.
"It was great!" Luiz said. "Though I couldn't hear half of it over Joy's attempts at screaming along." he joked. I slapped him again, but Oli looked at me and grinned like he was a little embarrased – or totally impressed. I wasn't sure. The rest of the band finally joined us, showered and got changed into new clothes since we'd decided to go out for a few drinks. I changed into a cute crop top and skirt since I figured the BMTH shirt might attract too much attention, and we headed out in the van to a place called Eighteenth Street Lounge, where Luiz had organised a private area for us. We sat around drinking and chatting for an hour or so, snacking on vegan goodies and eventually the guys giving a toast to Oli and I as I sat cuddled up next to him. Oli and Micky seemed to be drinking the fastest and it wasn't long before the two of them were tipsy, and Oli was getting handsy under the table. I laughed and shooed him away about 4 times. I wasn't quite at the stage of intoxication that they were, though I was feeling pretty relaxed.  Luiz was amazing and making sure I drank water too – I guess he remembered that I had an appearnce the following day so didn't want me to look like I'd been out on a bender, even if I had. I made Oli dance with me for a bit while Luiz cheekily filmed us on his phone and soon Micky had joined in. I knew Oli wasn't a huge fan of dancing, so wasn't surprised when he dissappeared after a while, but Micky and I bounced around, laughing and generally being crazy for a good 20 minutes. "I love you Joy, you're so much fun." he said as we jumped around. "I've always liked you. I'm really glad you and Oli are together and you can come on tour with us more." he added.
"Me too!" I yelled back.
"He always loved you, you know? He told me at the skrillex show." he said, still jumping around.
"Really?" I said, slowing down.
"Yeah, he said he knew the day he met you that he was going to fall in love with you." he replied. "That's why he left his ex the day after Reading and looked all over instagram for you." he admitted with a laugh. I know Micky was kind of drunk, but I was surprised by what he was saying. It was all new information to me! "It's so crazy that you walked into that audition two weeks later and now you're together!" he said, holding his beer in the air to cheers me. "To fate." he said. I wondered how much more Micky knew about everything and part of me wanted to take advantage of his drunkeness to ask questions, but just like clockwork, Oli appeared, wrapping his arms around me from behind and kissing my cheek. The questions would have to wait. I grabbed his arms and started dancing against him, looking over my shoulder at him with 'the look' that drove him crazy and he moaned ever so quietly in my ear. "You are so fucking sexy." he whispered. I loved it. I turned around and put my hands on his waist; our bodies pressed together so I could feel him under his clothes. I was teasing him big time, and I guess the fact that everyone could see it kind of turned me on. "Lets go back to the hotel." he whispered as he kissed my neck. I quickly looked around to check nobody in the bar had noticed us getting close. "We'll go there soon." I replied. His hand was creeping under my skirt and I had to shoo him away again. "Not here, Oli" I laughed. He was clearly getting too excited. "Come on, lets go back to the group." I said, grabbing his hands from my hips and dragging him back to the lounge. As soon as we sat down, his hands were wandering under the table again. "Oli!" I whispered. "Stop it!" I giggled. I knew what he was doing, he was trying to make me horny so I'd want to leave and he'd get what he wanted, but I wasn't going to allow it. I got up and went to the bar then sat back down in the booth opposite Oli, next to Micky. He just stared at me across the table and I gave him a little grin as Micky put his arm around my shoulders - in a brotherly way. We sat in conversation for about 20 minutes and most of the time Oli just stared at me intensely... fucking me in his mind the entire time. When the guys all got up and went to the bar for more drinks, I excused myself to the bathroom.