Between Us [ZhuiYiship]

: Seventh

Lan JingYi's POV

From too much surprised,
I wasn't even able to reply nor react the moment SiZhui left.

Like I am just stoned in my stance.

My brain can't seem to digest the things he said,

How he gave and took back those words.

He like me?

But what like? Like what?
I need him to explain to me briefly...

Wait... am I too witless?
If I process it into my own...
Including what he had just said about ... wanting to k..k-kiss me ...again?

God. I'm already flushed upon just thinking about it. It's too embarrassing.

SiZhui must have meant it, he is not the type to joke like that, he rarely do jokes actually...

So he really likes me?

The type of like where leading to become couple or lovers?

No! I'm still not sure! I may be misunderstanding him. He may be referring to some other meaning of  'like'.

C'mon! Don't be stupid JingYi!
Even if you think thoroughly, there's no way or there's no reason for SiZhui to develop that kind of feeling towards you. You are too loudmouthed, reckless and coward.

What's to like about those characteristics?

NOTHING! tsk.

But recalling about how his face came closer to mine, how he said softly that he wanted to kiss me again, and the most nerve-wrecking part where he said that he like me for a very long time??!

How should I explain those to myself?

If that's the case------------

" AAARRRRGGHHH!!!!I'M SO CONFUSED! STUPID SIZHUI!!!"
I screamed almost kicking the table.
My voice resonated into the whole pavilion, if the tulips can speak , it sure to scold me for being so noisy.

" No. I'm so sorry for doing and saying those weird things awhile... I truly apologize. Please forget what I had said. I..- I am v-very ...s-sorry."

How he barely said those words,
His stammering voice, his twitching lips, his cloudy eyes...

How he hardly hold on not to breakdown.

Damn it SiZhui ! Don't leave me with your face threatening to shed tears!

...................

The next day...

" Lan TianYing , I am looking for SiZhui. Have you seen him? " I asked TianYing, a disciple who's room is next to mine and SiZhui,

" Isn't that rare? You two are always together, why are you looking for him to me, we barely even talk to each other. " he answered,