Never Returned (twilight story)

New Life

Jacob's P.O.V.

I can't believe I said those words. Sam was going to kill me. And Bella. When she woke up as a vampire that is. I couldn't believe I would rather Bella to suffer forever as a vampire than have her leave me. I was totally selfish when I said 'Leave her.' I knew she used to want it, back when she was with Edward. Even if she never told me and probably never told herself, you could tell she was head over heels for that jerk and wanted to live forever with him. I wondered what Edward would do if someone told him I proposed to Bella. Maybe break my nose. But hey, he let her go. Scratch that, he made her go. I sat in Bella's home, trying to breathe through my mouth to not inhale too much of Alice's putrid sent. But even thought she was a vampire, she wasn't that bad compared to the rest of them. I actually kind of liked her and the doctor, even though I hated the rest of them. And she was always kind to Bella, a true friend forced to leave because of that idiotic Edward. Like Leah. I swore, I wondered how Leah would react to me letting her best friend become a disgusting bloodsucker. "So, what do you think he's doing?" I asked Alice, trying and failing miserably at making some conversation. Let's just say I can't small talk with undead people who's sent wants to make me gag. "Removing the dead baby, he's done it before. It's always sad. Makes me wonder why people have abortions. At least Bella had enough sense not to kill the child, but I guess it was all for nothing." "Ya..." I agreed, not sure what to say. "Wonder who the dad was." I said, trying to remember that fuzzy night to see when Bella left. But I remembered next to nothing. "Doesn't matter." I sighed, it bothered me that Bella slept with another man. It bothered me very much. But I didn't say a thing to Bella, knowing she was ashamed to lose her virginity to a stranger. Ya, that's right, I never slept with her. Wouldn't. I guess I'm a little old fashion. Marriage before sex. The door opened, and the doctor came out. "There's something I need to tell you."

Bella's P.O.V.

After what felt like an infinite amount of time, the suffering stopped. Am I in Heaven now? I opened my eyes, only to close them again against the blinding light. I waited, then cautiously opened them again. I was in my room, the new one I just received who knows how long ago. But I perceived colours I've never seen before. Brilliant colours indescribable to colours I've seen before. I heard breathing. In the distance, I heard others breathing and heartbeats. I turned toward the breathing to see... Carlisle? "Oh, I get it. Trying to make it familiar so I can adjust better. But it's ok, sprout your wings or whatever. I get it, I'm dead." The angel wearing Carlisle's face had a confused expression. "Wings? Dead? Oh, I get it. You think your in Heaven! No Bella, your a vampire." I gasped. "I'm a-a-a vampire? How!" "We couldn't take out the venom, so instead of killing you, we let Laurent's bite transform you." Laurent. Sharp memories flooded me. The woods. Laurent. Jacob. "Where's Jacob! Is he ok?" "He's fine, he got hurt, but the boy heals surprisingly fast." I tried to remember before the change, but my memories where fading. But I got one image, a stomach. A big, bulging stomach. "The baby!" "Bella, I'm not quite sure how to say this." "My baby is dead!" I started crying, or at least tried. But tears would not come with the sobs that racked my body. A hand patted my back. "Bella, Bella. Bella listen to me!" I quieted down. "The baby's not dead. Actually, I don't know what the baby is..."

They wouldn't let me see it. Her, I corrected myself. They wouldn't let me see her, my own baby. 'She has a heartbeat,' he told me. ' And we don't want you biting her. Not when your this thirsty. And Carlisle was right, my throat was parched. But I still wanted my baby. So Alice took me out.

The blood, it was delicious. I wasn't even grossed out it was so good. As I sucked on the dead deer's neck, I felt the parched feeling fade. Soon, it ran out of blood, so we left the bodies for other animals to eat. "Your a natural!" Said Alice. "Great pounce, form, kill, everything!" She giggled. "Still hungry?" I nodded. "Alright, then how about bear? It's Emmett's favourite." I nodded again, and we started hunting for bear. As we ran, I had to keep stopping for her to catch up. 'It's the fact that your a newborn.' She told me, 'Your stronger because you already have blood in you. You could beat Emmett in an arm wrestle and anyone in a race!' She said, not mentioning the name of the fastest vampire we know. But she and I agreed that I should try Emmett in the arm wrestle. Soon, we saw a bear. She motioned for me to go ahead. I leaped at the bear. Killed it instantly by snapping it's neck, and started drinking.

"Are you sure you can hold me?" They nodded. I held my breath as Alice held on to me, Carlisle carefully following by my side. They brought me into the living room, where Jacob held her. I approached and looked upon the sleeping babe. Her skin was tanned, her hair like ebony. "Ebony." I said. "Her name is Ebony." I reached out to stroke her face, everyone tensed except Alice. She was having no visions on this carefully watched situation. I stroked it gently, not wanting to hurt her with my vampiric strength. Ebony's eyes opened to reveal beautiful brown eyes. With a start, I realized they were my brown eyes. "So lovely." "Bella! Your breathing!" I gasped, which was dumb because I inhaled even more air. "She doesn't smell more than if I were a human smelling you." "I noticed that too, but just wanted to be safe." "Speaking of smells, Jacob you stink!" I said with a giggle. He cracked a smile. "Not as much as you do!" "So, what's she like?" I said, looking at her in fascination. "Why is she different?" Carlisle cleared his throat. "Well, she likes blood. And she glitters in the sun, but not as much as a vampire. Her skin is hard, but we haven't tested to see if it's as hard as a vampire's. Her skin is warmer than a human's, much warmer. But she has a heartbeat, although it seems to be faster. She blocks people out of her mind, like you do Bella. And she shifts." "Shifts?" "Into a wolf. Her father's a werewolf."

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