Still In

XVII

Kianna

Uh
I'm a rap bitch goals
I could never get chose
Bitch, he wanna be with me
Yeah

"And he a rap nigga say he independent but I got him in a 360!" I yelled, twerking on Tanya.

Today was my birthday party and I was already fucked up. Dave, Tanya, Sean, and Rashad paid for an air bnb so we could be lit for the entire weekend. Randy and Carrie paid for the snacks and Kelsie bought the girls custom matching pajamas.

Tanya stood up from the couch and we started twerking together just like the old days. Kelsie recorded us and hyped us up.

"Ayeeee! Trap nigga!"

The guys were in a corner smoking hookah and Carrie was laid up in bed like she's been since we got here. She called herself "pissed" cause we didn't want her to bring Marcus. Tanya might've been over it, but once you hurt my best friend, it's fuck you for life.

Make him spend his re-up on a Benz
(Trap nigga) Do I really love him, it depends?
(Trap nigga) Last one I hit up for a 10
Ride on him, get up on that dick and take a spin
Bae with me but I got a nigga paying rent

"Wooh." I said, sitting down.

"Having fun?" Shad asked bringing me yet another dink.

We had been drinking since we got here. Kelsie and I had done shot after shot after shot of both tequila and white Hennessy. I took a sip from the cup and handed it back to him.

"Baby, stop tryna get me drunk."

"I'm not." He laughed. "I just want you to have a good time."

Carrie came downstairs for the first time since we got here. She sat down on the couch next to us and pulled out a hookah pen. She took a pull from it and passed it over to me. I chuckled and took it from her. I took a pull from it and passed it Tanya but she shook her head.

"Tanya, can I talk to you upstairs?"

"Sure."

We stood up and went upstairs to the room I was staying in. I closed the door and leaned on the wall. She sat on the bed, staring at me.

"Wassup?" She asked.

"That's my exact question."

"What?"

"Tanya, you haven''t had a sip of liquor nor have you smoked." I said. "Are you pregnant?"

She shrugged. "I don't know, but I don't want to drink anything just in case."

"Okay, so, do you want to go buy a test."

"No, I'll do it Monday."

"Have you said anything to Dave?"

"Nope."

"Why not?"

"I just haven't." She shrugged. "Listen, this weekend isn't about me."

"Alright, come on."

She stood up and we went back downstairs. Music was playing and Carrie had a drink in her hand while twerking on Randy. I looked at Tanya and she looked at me the same way.

"Chile." She said before going to sit down.

What you doin' with all that ass? Let me touch it (Let me feel)
She say it's mine, so I smack it when I fuck it (Ugh, ugh)
Freak in the bed, but innocent in public (Wishy-washy)
She be hearin' I ain't shit, but still she love me (Ayy, woah)