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thirty one

"get up." she spat at me yanking my arm roughly. i winced from the forceful pull but also from the sharp pain shooting from my ankle. "where is your brother?" she finally let go of my arm. i just kept my eyes on the ground, how did she find us here? "i'm talking to you!" she yelled making me jolt backwards. "he'll be home later, i don't want to ruin his night." i retorted harshly. "care to say that again?" she pinched my chin to meet her gaze. i bored into her almost black eyes, she's drunk, i could smell it on her and her eyes were bloodshot.

"i said kyo will be home later! he doesn't need you to ruin his night!" i barked at her and shook my head away from her grasp. "why are you here!!" i shouted feeling the tears form. "to get my kids back of course," she scoffed looking away. "that's not true!" i snapped, making her sharp glare turn back on me. she took in a deep breath, her short brown messy hair seemed even more damaged than before but still maintained. she took one step closer to me her finger pointing straight at my face. "so what?!" she whispered jabbing her finger into my forehead. "you think you can take everything i have and make it your own?" she laughed poking me again. "stop it!" i whined rubbing my forehead letting a single tear fall.

"you think you're a better mom for kyo? you think you can live out life as a better pianist than me?!" she stopped getting closer to me and crossed her arms. "well sorry to break it to you, airie, you'll never be enough for anyone!" she shot me a smirk. my chest tightened, she did that to the music room? "finally figure out it was me that trashed that sad excuse of a music room, it was more than easy." she humored herself. "you're still a monster, you should have stayed away.." i whispered clutching my fist. "i should have," she draped her arm over my shoulder catching me by surprise. "but when i heard that a chisake was going to be competing for a chance to tour!" she beamed and pinched my cheek roughly. "how could i stay away when i could help you become the next best pianist? and i just know how my little boy must be missing his actual mother." she moved her arm off of me and met my stone cold glare.

we stared at one another for a while, she was trying to break me. but i refuse to break down in front of this monster of a woman! i've cried to heavily because of...someone that i just can't function anymore tears. "that boy you like." she said plainly tucking her hands into her coat. "surprised he didn't like you back?" she grinned. "that's none of your business." i retorted. "oh but it is, you are my daughter are you not?" she joked. "don't look so glum, you aren't anything special. so him not being in love with you shouldn't be a shock." she started to walk passed me.

"take me to your little home my fathers paying for." her voice was a few feet away from me. i could make a run for it, grab kyo and leave! but what about ichigo— my heart stopped thinking about his icy blue eyes and boyish smile. i can't leave him, he's family too — i can take him with me!— no i can't. i clutched my chest, i don't know what to do..

"don't try running off again. i have something you want." the woman who just happens to be my mother whispered in my ear, now suddenly behind me. "what could you have that i want?" i looked at her with a disgusted broken look. "i know where your pathetic father is, i'm sure you want to see him and ask him all sorts of questions." her voice was shaking me to the core. i spun around and met her gaze, "d-do you really know where he is?" i felt my chest clench and the breath in my throat vanish. she let out a small chuckle and started to walk off, "show me your home and i'll tell you more." my feet felt glued to the ground as i took one last look at the festival. my minds made up, i had to know more about where my dad was, but i could my let them come home. i pulled out my phone quickly and sent a message before stuffing it back into my purse. kyo, please stay with ichigo..both of you don't come home..

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the only sound hitting my ears was the sound of my feet slapping against the ground. my breathing was heavy and labored but i couldn't stop looking for her. i'm so stupid!! i messed up!! i screamed over and over in my head, my eyes fogging up with angry tears. i spotted suga and made my way over to him.