Never Be

Chapter 2

Hey, so, I'm back, it's been 2 hours we've been at the mall... We met One Direction's tour manager, Paul, here. You should know, both of the bands are in Australia today, so that's how we met him there. He's been talking to him for a long time and I've been getting bored out of my mind. I know I should be supportive and blah blah blah, but seriously how long does it have to take?

"You shouldn't be going around, people could recognise you!" Paul kept saying.

"But I wanna hang out with my sister!" Ash moaned. "Oh, and talking about my sister, is there space for an other person on tour?" Paul looked at me and I waved awkwardly.

"You want to bring Madison?" Paul asked still staring at me. Ashton did his best puppy dog eyes and Paul face palmed himself. "OK fine, she can come. But I'm warning you, if any trouble is caused, she's gonna be left in the tour bus and she's not gonna be allowed to see any of your shows!" He gave up and warned us. We nodded gracefully and he smiled faintly. Then Ashton and me started jumping up and down and hugging really tightly. Paul's eyes widened and he slowly backed away.

Let me tell you a bit about myself. My name is Madison Gemma Irwin but I go by Madison or Madi. I'm a tomboy, I like to skate and when I'm older I want to become a journalist. I have two best fiends Emma and Jade. Jade is the goth in the group. She has long black hair, pale skin and blue eyes. She's not VERY goth, she's more of a fan girl, she's shy and she keeps her attitude to herself. Meanwhile, Emma's a girly-girl. Her favourite band is 5SOS, so me being her best friend is the best thing that's hever happened to her. And then there's me. The tomboy, the punk-rock the one that's left alone if neither of her friends show up to school, the one that gets picked on because she's not good enough to be with the cool kids. Welcome to my world. It sucks. You're gonna love it! :)

Ash knows what's going on in my life and he likes to make me happy. I know he's there for me when I need him. We walked in one of the sport shops. And Ash told me to look around. And I had $10 to spend, so I was thinking of buying myself a new hat or something.

We met back and I bought two new hats, finishing all my money. And after showing Ashton what I bought, I realized he was hiding something behind his back.

"What did you buy?" I said trying to look behind him, but he wouldn't show me. "Come on Ash, tell me!!" I moaned.

"Alright, close your eyes and hold out your arms." He smiled. I did what he said and as soon as I closed my eyes he put something in my arms. I felt it and it was rough on the top, but pretty smooth on the bottom. It had 4 small wheels. I knew what it was. It was a skateboard.

"Can I open my eyes now?" I moaned. He gave out a short yes and I admired the board. It was a light pink colour that had the effect of different coloured paint dripping their way through the skateboard. "It's beautiful!" I smiled jumping up and down in excitement.

"You like it?" He chuckled. I pulled him in for a hug. Yes I'm a cuddler... Especially when it comes to Ashton. I mean I love Harry and Lauren and everything, but Ashton's special. He's Ashton. And he's perfect. Wow, deep moment for Madi! Hehe.... Don't judge....

We started walking through the shops in a comfortable silence and Ashton stopped for a couple of Selfies with some people, but it was pretty cool. I might have gotten called a "hoe" a couple of times, maybe because not many people know about me and I was hanging out with Ash, but things were cool. As Ashton's sister, I get a lot of hate of many social websites, telling me to cut, to kill my self, basically the usual things they used to tell Ashton to do. They still do. But almost all of the fandom is kicking ass! Seriously, the hashtags: #StayStrongMadisonWeLoveYou and #DontLetTheHateGetToYouMadi were trending a couple of times, they are just amazing, plus I've got my own fandom that was helping me out. Yes, that's right, I'm famous. I'm a YouTuber and a very famous one. I have a couple million views on my videos and yeah. So going on tour with the guys really helps me out and I'd have something to make videos about. I've met so many well known YouTubers at conventions like VidCon. Such as Caspar Lee, Joe Sugg, Dan Howell, Phil Lester, Marcus Butler, Jim Chapman... Etc... So yeah, and if you were asking yourself if I had their phone numbers, the answer is yes. I might only be 16 and all of them are on their 20s or near that age,I am more mature than you think and its not that hard to fit in. To become friends with Tanya Burr for example, all I did was compliment the way she looked and she was like "I like you".

Hate. What can I say. Haters gonna hate, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake. Shake it off. Soz I had to do that.

There is one thing that bothers me about my brother. And that thing is that he's keeping me a secret from all the other guys. I have never met them. I have just seen them in videos or in pictures but never personally. Lauren and Harry have but me never. I don't get what bothers him so much. Every time I talk about it, he just drifts the conversation to some other palace, for example:

Me: hey Ash?

Ashton: mhmm....?

Me: when can I meet your band?

Ashton: I don't know, but you have a very good fashion choice...

Me: -.- thanks.... -_-

But now I have to meet them cos I'm going on tour with them! Eeppp! I'm soooo excited you don't even understand! I mean, I am an extreme Directioner and 5SOS FAM member (quiet literally) so yeah. How would you feel if you were asked to go on tour with your favorite bands? I mean its no ATL or Green Day or anything, but its something! Its my brothers band. And its amazing.