Never Be

Chapter 25

A/N I'll be swapping between POVs here so yeah.

Ashton's POV

Fuck this. Fuck my life. Fuck everything. I can't believe that conversation just happened and I can't believe I went back to Bianca. She's the worst ducking thing that's ever happened to me. And once again, Madison and I are fighting because of her.

Madison knows how much I hate my dad. She should know better than to say I'm like him. But then again I was acting like an asshole.

I don't know why Luke and Madi pisses me off so much. I mean, I trust Luke, but do I trust him with my little sister's feelings? After Jason I don't trust anyone with my sister. But Luke is my best friend. He would never do something like that... I think. But the point is, how am I supposed to be sure?

If I could, I'd turn back in time and start the tour again. I'd not fight with Madison, I'd be more supportive of Luke's and Madi's relationship... I'd do everything again just to show that I care about her and that I don't mean to ever be mean to her.

But I'm not the only one to blame. My subconscious adds.

Yes I am actually. I pulled the trigger. I was the one that was freaking out about everything. I was the one who took the first shot at saying things. I was the one who punched Luke for kissing my sister. I was the one who judged her for what she was doing. Its her life. I should be guiding her, giving her advice, not ordering her to go the other direction.

"What do you mean I'm not allowed to leave?!" I hear her shout in frustration from her room. "I didn't sign anything! What? My mom didn't either!" It was me who signed the papers. She's not allowed to leave the tour without me. That's an other secret I kept from her...

"Well I want to leave, one, because I'm the worst sister on the planet and two because my brother told me to leave!" She shouts. Her voice breaks a little. This is strange. Madison never cries.

Oh wait. I haven't told you what happened to me after I stormed out.

I ran into my room where Bianca was doing her nails. Because my room is further away from Madison's she might not have heard me shout.

"GET OUT!" I shout hoarsely. Bianca gets caught off guard when I grab her wrist and yank her out of my room. She stumbles to the top of the stairs.

"You'll come back." She mumbles and takes the stairs.