Never Be

Chapter 27

So, a couple of things went wrong. But that happens to everyone right? A few bumps in the road don't hurt. The great thing is that, now we're all back to being friends. To be honest, I don't know if I'm ready for a relationship with Luke, but I might be wrong. To be honest, I like Luke. A lot. But I've only known him for a couple of days, you know, personally.

To be honest with you, I don't think my life can go back to 'normal', I mean, everyone now knows about me, and I'm still keeping Emma a secret, which is not very convenient because hiding my best friend is not something I enjoy doing.

"Hey wanna grab a bite? All this crying and shouting got me hungry." Ashton says. I smile up at him. It's great how my brother cheers me up even by doing the littlest of things. His laugh makes me smile and even his words make me smile. Just him, my brother.

"Yeah, I should clean up though. I probably look horrible." I say. Ashton laughs and says he gives me twenty minutes. He jogs downstairs and leaves Luke and I standing in front of the door to my bedroom. "Luke." I say when he avoids my gaze. "Luke." I repeat. He looks up but his eyes take a while to meet mine.

"Listen, I'm sorry about ruining your life." Luke says. My mouth drops open and hangs there for a while. How can he even say that? If anything my life got better with Luke. 

"Stop." I mumble. "Stop saying that you ruined my life, because you didn't and you knowit. Stop apologizing for fights that happen everyday between a brother and a sister. Ashton got a little mad, he was jealous. and he was worried. He didn't want his little sister to grow up. And I understand that, but this is in no way your fault." I place my hand on his shoulder looking up at him. My brown hair resed on my shoulders. I couldn't be bothered to tie them up today.

"You know, when I look at you I always think that you should be a motivational speaker." Luke smirks. I look at him and roll my eyes playfully.

"Haha, very funny." I shake my head at him. "Anyways, go wash your face, you look like you've been punched in the face." I chuckle. This time he shook his head at me and stuck his tongue out at me like a five year old. He then walked to the bathroom and disappeared in there.

I walked into my room and I saw everything was placed perfectly in the right place. I didn't unpack, because in less than a week we're off to America. The boys have three shows here with 1D and like one day off, so there won't be much point in unpacking.

Talking about the 1D boys, I haven't seen them yet.

I have met Niall and Harry before. They were my best friends for about six months of my life. Then, they gained more and more fame that they didn't have time for me anymore. 

I met Harry on the internet. On Twitter if I can remember correctly. I was about thirteen I remember and I was browsing the web, checking up on my favorite things (whatever those were when I was 13) and then I saw that one of my followers was receiving hate. Of course I helped him out, I didn't want anyone to do what any of the haters said and once I reported his/her tweets, the guy thanked me via DM and I told him there was no problem.

So since then, be just started talking. But the story of how I met Niall is a whole different one.

My mum, Harry and I went to Mullingar for about two weeks when I was around fourteen. We lived in a house not to far from the town center so it was easy to walk from one place to an other. 

My mum sent me grocery shopping one day since I was bored at home and Harry was still really young so I couldn't do anything with him. So I went to Mullingar's nearest town centre. It was a nice day I remember I wore short sleeves and a pair of shorts. So, I was walking and suddently someone bumps into me from behind me. His phone went straight into my back and I let out a yelp of pain and turned around, struggling to rub my back.

"I am so sorry." He says worriedly. His blue-green eyes shining in the summer sun. He was very attractive if I say so myself. "I didn't do that on purpose, I swear." He looked at me. I can tell that he's one of those people that don't like to upset others.

"It's alright. Just look up from your phone at times, you don't wanna stab them with the device." I laugh. He smiles. His smile is crooked and his eyes narrow when he laughs. His nose scrunches up and he looks adorable.

"I am really sorry about that." He smiles.

"Don't worry." I say. "So are you from here?" I ask. Obviously he's from here you idiot, can't you hear the accent?

"Yeah. Born and raised." He laughed. I hadn't realized we were walking until I looked down at my feet and saw they were moving. I got lost in the conversation with Niall and when I went into the town center he said he needed to go grocery shopping as well.

The great thing about my life is that it's unpredictable. I always seem to go against the current. And I love it.