~ 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 ~ 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚓𝚘𝚜𝚑 𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜

"opening up"

september 23

it was the next day. allissa and i were at the apartment eating lunch.

allissa: have you told josh about your parents yet?
me: about them coming to visit for a few days?
allissa: yeah, and about your family and everything.
me: ...not yet. i will eventually, i just want to tell him in person.

i got a call last night from my mom telling me they were coming up to new york on the 25th to come visit allissa and i for a few days to check in on us, since this was our first time moving away from home for a while. i was surprised they were coming to visit together because the bad part is, my parents fight a lot. they've never had a good relationship. it really effected me while growing up and it's gotten worse over the years. my dad and i hardly have a relationship anymore, since he's always gone doing god knows what..and he just spoils me with things and money now, since my parents are pretty well off. which is nice and all, but like it's not the same as showing love or having a true relationship with him. my mom, on the other hand, understands me and is like my bestfriend. it was so hard to leave home, knowing my mom would be left alone with my dad for a while. but she told me i needed to live my life and my dreams and not let anything hold me back from that. my dad has never treated her right and it's always made me so upset. i always wanted parents that loved each other and would respect each other.

but, apparently things have been going a little better with my parents at home and my mom told me she wanted to have a nice family dinner at the apartment when they got here, which shocked me. my mom doesn't know about josh yet, which is hard to keep from her since we're so close, but everything was moving so fast with him. i was going to talk to josh about all of this and invite him to the dinner so they could meet him, but i didn't know if my parents were going to fight during it. i didn't want josh to feel uncomfortable if something happened.

i explain how i feel about josh coming to the dinner to allissa.

allissa: i guess what i'm thinking is he's going to meet them eventually. and i feel like right now is a good chance for him to. you might feel better if he's there too.
me: i know, i really do want him there. and i know they will love him, especially my mom.
allissa: i think you should talk to josh and kind of explain everything. then see how he feels about it.

i nod my head. we hang out at the apartment all day. i take an uber to the air b n b once allissa leaves for work at 6pm so i could see josh. i walk inside and straight up to josh's room. when i open his door, i see him laying asleep on his bed, so i decide to be mean😂i run and jump on top of him.

josh: AAAHH

he jumps from getting scared. he sits up and looks at me with a mad face, messing with me. i flop back on the bed, busting out in laughter. i feel him lay on top of me, stopping my laughing. i lift my head and our eyes meet.

josh: i'm getting you back for that.
me: oooo the war is on.

he smiles at me and plants a soft kiss on my lips, which drives me crazy. we both sit up and we're facing each other. he looks so hot, only in grey sweats. i admire his abs, looking him up and down and when i look up to his face, our eyes meet and i realize he caught me staring. i immediately feel myself blush and he smiles as he gets out of bed.

josh: like what you see?

i chuckle from his words as he grabs a t-shirt from his closet. i laugh at his words as he puts his shirt on and leans over to look at me.

josh: now that i've been awoken from my nap..
me: *laughs*
josh: what do you wanna do?

as i'm thinking i feel his hand slowly glide onto my thigh. i get chills as i feel his touch, his hand going higher. i put my hands on the back of his neck, pulling him towards me. our lips smash together. this is all i wanted to do right now, knowing he was leaving in a week. he slowly gets on the edge of the bed and i fall back onto the bed, him now i'm top of me, not breaking the kiss. i feel his hands rap around my waist and he flips us over, now i'm on top. we sit up and i straddle him, still deepening the kiss. then we're interrupted by jaden who walks past the room and sees us..