101 Letters Unsent. Ziall.

Number One

I'm Zayn Malik. I'm 19 and I have the best boyfriend in the entire galaxy! I love him with everything I have! I am Bi not fully gay and he's the same way but we love each other and always will.

My boyfriend is Niall Horan. He's the most adorable, sexy, hot, cute and I could go on, boy ever to be born. He's extremely caring and nice and just loves everyone! He has a voice of an angel. I caught him singing Smile by Uncle Kracker one day and it became our song.

We've been together for about a year now and everyone wishes that they had what we have. I'm just really glad that I have a boy like Niall James Horan.

I'm planning on proposing soon but I don't know when for sure. I'm scared that he will say no or something although he told me he loved me to death. We haven't gone all the way yet... I know it's lame but it would be his first time with a guy and I really want to make sure he's ready. I want to make sure everything is perfect when we... Ya know...

I'm sitting on my bed right now with Niall curled up into my side. He's just so adorable. I smiled down at him and kissed his forehead.

" I love you Zaynie. " he mumbled.

" I love you too Nialler. " I smiled. I've never been this happy over those three words before.

" What are we doing today? " he asked me.

" I was thinking maybe a walk around the neighborhood? " I suggested. He sat up and nodded while stretching. He looked at me and pecked my lips.

" Let's get ready then! " he said with a big grin. I chuckled and stood up. He tried to run to the bathroom before me but I grabbed his waist and pulled him into me.

" Not so fast mister. " I winked at him. He blushed and looked down.

" I gotta pee though! " he whined. I laughed before kissing him slowly. He responded instantly and wrapped his arms around my neck. I pulled away and let him go. " I'll be right back then! " he grabbed a stack of clothes he set out last night and ran into the bathroom.

Oh that boy.

I grabbed my clothes and got changed while Niall was doing whatever in the bathroom. This boy is just too adorable! I can't believe he's still mine after all the fights and everything!

You see, I used to be a bully but when I laid eyes on Niall my whole world flipped for the better. I told my friends that I'm not going to bully anymore and they were totally fine with it. Which I'm glad for of course.

" Zayn!!! " Niall yelled from the bathroom.

" What? " I yelled back.

" Come in here! " I laughed as I walked towards the bathroom. I slowly opened the door to see him standing in front of the mirror with a towel hanging low on his waist as he messed with his hair.

I couldn't help but smirk as I let my eyes travel their way down his body.

" See something you like? " he smirked at me. I wrapped my arms around him.

" Very much so. " I whispered in his ear, then kissed his cheek. " What did you want babe? " I asked him.

" Help meeeeeee! My hair won't cooperate with me! " he said frustrated. I giggled. Yeah so what. I giggled. Doesn't mean anything. I took some gel and put his hair up into a quiff like I do mine. He smiled at me before pecking my lips again.

" Now go! Don't want you to be getting a little problem before we leave. " he winked. I shook my head and walked out of the bathroom, sitting on the bed. Niall walked out of the bathroom all ready and sexy. Of course he's always sexy though.

" Are you ready? " I asked him. If you were wondering, I didn't have my hair in a quiff today. He looked at me and nodded with a huge grin. " Okay c'mon then. " I stood up and held my hand out for him to take. He gladly took it. We walked out of my house hand in hand and started walking towards the park.

He started to run in front of me and I smiled at him.

" C'mon Zaynie!!! " he yelled as we saw the park. He grabbed my hand and pulled me with him. I ran behind him until we reached the park and I wrapped my arms around his waist and picked him up, making him squeal. " Zayyyyyn!!! Put me down! " he said giggling.

I put him down but didn't let go. People walked passed us and smiled at us.

" You two are just too cute! " an old lady said. Normally Niall blushes at that but he just smiled. That's weird.

I just brushed it off and looked into his eyes. " I love you Nialler. " I told him with a smile.

He seemed a bit hesitant. " Love you too Zaynie. " he told me. I just brushed it off again.

We were just talking when my phone started to ring. I sent Niall an apologetic smile and answered the phone.

" Hello? "

" ZAYN!!! I just met the perfect girl!!! She's amazing!!! " I heard Harry say excitedly.

" Oh? Do you know her name yet? " I asked him.

" Not yet. I'm going to get it tomorrow though! She works at a small Carry out. "

" What does she look like? " I've noticed when Harry gets really excited about a girl, he really does like her.

" She has short blonde hair, bright blue eyes. She's skinny and just beautiful! She's funny and weird and she's just plain perfect! She also has black brownish glasses! "

" Well she sounds very pretty Harry. But I gotta go okay? I'm with Nialler. Bye Hazza I'll call you later. " I told him.

" Alright! Bye Zayn! " the phone clicked and looked back at Niall who was in deep thought.

" Ni? Are you alright? " he jumped and looked at me.

" Yeah why? " he said awfully fast.

" You seem off today. What's wrong babe? " he cringed a bit when I called him babe. It hurt honestly. Doesn't he love me?

" It's just a lot of stuff is on my mind but Zayn... " he looked at me in the eyes and smiled. " I think I'm ready. "

My mood instantly perked up. My face went into a huge smile. " Are you sure? " I asked him and he nodded.

" We can tonight okay? " he told me before standing up and hugging me. I hugged him back tightly.

" Alright babe. "

It was about eight when we finally got home. He started to kiss down my neck as we entered my room. My family went out tonight so it was perfect. I pushed him down on my bed and soon enough, we were going at it.

We fell asleep wrapped in each others arms. I had a huge smile on my face as I fell asleep to Niall's soft snoring.