101 Letters Unsent. Ziall.

Number Seventeen

Step Two : Arrange Everything.

" Zayn? Wake up! " I heard someone whisper in my ear. I didn't budge though. " Zayn! " they tried again and for some reason it scared me to the point where I flew up out of bed. Or should I say my place on the floor.

I looked around only to see a faint shadow and knew it was Louis. I groaned as I looked at the time and saw it was almost ten.

I stood up and wrote Niall another letter to tell him where I am in my plan.

Niall,

Yesterday was amazing. I loved yesterday. That kiss was perfect. Almost like our first ever one when we were on the Statue of Liberty. That's always fun.

I know you didn't know this but that was our last hug. Very last one also. I'm sorry to say but it's true.

I'm on step two in my plan. Only three more days! Everything will be lifted off of your shoulders and Harry's. It'll be such a relief. You'll see.

-Zayn.

I put in with the others and headed downstairs to try to find a phone book. I needed to call the funeral home today and arrange everything for Harry. It would be rude not to right?

I finally found one and looked for the closest funeral home. I found a number and smiled while dialing it.

" Hello, Mr. Tuke's funeral home. How may I help you? " a polite lady asked through the phone.

" Hi, I would like to plan a funeral? " I asked through the phone. I heard papers and a pen click.

" What's your name and the name of the lost? " she asked.

" Mine is Harry Styles and it's my good friend Zayn Malik. " I told her. I heard writing before she asked more questions.

" When did he die and what day do you want the funeral to be Mr. Styles? "

" He died on August 14. And I would like funeral to be August 19 please. " I told her I died today so she wouldn't suspicious and plus it would be weird if I told her I died on the 17!

" Open casket? Or closed? "

" Closed please. "

" Okay, that'll be $95.79. You may come down and pay or you can pay online. " she gave me a website and I thanked her before hanging up. I quickly grabbed my laptop and got onto the website.

I paid over the Internet and shut it off. I know Harry will forgive me sometime right? He has to. And I'll be with Louis. I am really glad I'll be with him.

I sat on the couch in silence for a while as I drifted into sleep. I've been very tired lately since I barely eat.

Soon enough, I was out like a light.

Niall's POV.

I couldn't stop thinking about that last kiss. I cheated on Ed but that wasn't my main worry. I didn't feel anything. I didn't feel the butterflies I used to. I didn't feel like jelly. I didn't feel like passing out.

I didn't feel anything I used to.

Why am I worried? Because I know Zayn felt it. The way he reacted said it all. He instantly reacted and I knew he felt the butterflies erupt in his stomach.

I wanted to feel it. I did but I just didn't. I don't like that I didn't because I really want Zayn to know I still love him but I just don't.

I was looking out of the plane window while Ed was sleeping. I sighed and wiped my eyes. I realized I was crying and wiped my eyes even more.