101 Letters Unsent. Ziall.

Number Seven

" Hey Jordan. " I said to the girl on the phone. I missed her voice so much.

" How are you? Oh and your mum gave me your number because we ran into each other. " she said. I could tell she was smiling.

" I've Uhm... Been not that good at all... " I said sadly. At least I'm talking to my best friend right?

" What's wrong?! Where do you live? I know you hate telling people your problems on the phone so I'm coming over. Where do you live? " She knows me too well.

" By the park. " I told her.

" All right. Zayn I'll be there in a few. Sit outside please? Bye Zaynie boo! Love you! "

" Bye Jordan. " I hung up my phone and was still clueless about where Louis went. " Louis? " I yelled again.

No answer.

I walked downstairs and saw a note on the fridge. I walked shakily up to it to read it.

Zayn,

I've went out with Harry and Liam to go bowling. I didn't wake you up because that's the only time you can get peace. Don't do anything too stupid when I'm gone okay? I don't want to come home with a dead body (;.

Love you Zayn!

Love Boo.

I put the note on the table and headed outside to my front porch. I'm scared to read notes now. Any type of note also.

I saw a girl looking around as I sat down. She had black skinny jeans on with knee high converse boots. Her shirt was colorfully and her hair was down. I knew exactly who it was.

" Jo! " I yelled which made her look at me. She smiled and started to run over to me. I stood up and walked slowly towards her as she tackle me into a hug.

" I've missed you so much Zayn! " she said into my neck.

" I've missed you too Jordan. " I pushed her away and led her into my house. " Living room or my room? " I asked her.

" It doesn't matter. " she said as she admired my house. I took her upstairs to my room and sat down on my bed. She sat down next to me. I laid down and just looked up at the ceiling thinking about what things would be like if Niall were still here. I felt my eyes start to water and the bed shifted. " Hey what's wrong? "

" I had the most perfect boyfriend. Yes I'm bi. But he was my everything. His name was Niall. Niall Horan. Bleach blonde hair, dyed of course. Beautiful ocean clear blue eyes. An amazing smile. He was even Irish. Everything was perfect about that boy. He told me that he was finally ready to well you know. " I stopped and she nodded telling me to go on. " And so we did. That next morning... " I took a deep breath. " I woke up without him there. I went downstairs and mum handed me a note. " I reached over and grabbed the note Niall wrote me. I gave it to Jordan who read it and looked at me in sympathy, shock, sadness and anger. " I completely broke. I've cut Jordan. I've got to the point where I want to die. I really really did love him... " I was crying now.

I put my hands over my face and tried to steady my breathing. I felt Jordan cuddle against me and just hug me tightly. " I'm so sorry Zayn. Really I am. " she whispered to me. I hugged her tightly and silently cried into her neck.

" I don't understand why he left... He cheated on me... Why would he cheat on me? " I asked her. I felt her shrug beneath me.

" People just make stupid decisions. Don't worry. He'll come around. Who did he cheat with? " By the time he did come around, I wouldn't be on this planet anymore. I wouldn't be hurting. Everything for me would be peaceful again.