"Tell me, do you feel the same? Hold me in your arms again."
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May 12. 11:00 PM.
I couldn't bring myself to do it. I got out of his room and left his diary alone. Besides, Mitch would hate me if he found out.
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May 14. 11:55 PM.
I want to tell Mitch. I should tell him. I can't keep what I'm doing right now and not tell him. That would be unfair.
But what if he doesn't feel the same way?
I broke his heart once. I was afraid. I regretted that decision a lot before. Made me feel less guilty when he eventually found Travis. But Travis also broke his heart.
If Mitch breaks my heart now, I guess I deserve it.
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May 15. 10:20 PM.
I screwed up. Big time. I meant to tell Mitch about how I felt for him but I chickened out the last minute. The moment was already there. He was all ears. All I had to do was tell him. But I failed.
My mind raced and the first thing that I came up with was a deal. The when-we're-thirty deal. Honestly I forgot that it was supposed to be 40. I only realized my mistake when Mitch pointed it out. How stupid am I?
But at least he said yes. I hope he means it.
Fuck. I have to wait 9 more years. I don't even want to imagine how many boys I will have to ward off Mitch in that time but I will do that. It's selfish but I will do that.
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Jun 12. 9:45 PM.
I'm starting to obsess over Mitch's social accounts. Several times I was tempted to steal his phone and look at his private conversations on Twitter. Or check his Tinder. I didn't, but I really wanted to.
I know I have no right to be jealous but man, that brunette is making me crazy.
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Jul 3. 11:20 PM.
It's Mitch's birthday month. I have to go big this year. What should I do for this birthday?
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Jul 10. 9:10 PM.
Lauren's an angel. I told her about my plan and she agreed to help me with the video messages for Mitch. She said Lindsay's helping, too. I'm so lucky they're my sisters.
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Jul 17. 11:05 PM.
I haven't planned anything this big or this much for Mitch that it's making me antsy. He's been trying to sniff out my surprise and I have to stop myself from spoiling everything.
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Jul 18. 10:35 PM.
YAS. MITCH WOULD BE SO HAPPY!!! I had to pull some strings and exchange some favors but I finally got my hands on tickets for Sophie's concert. VIP, baby! I can't wait to give them to Mitch. Oh, he would be so excited!
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Jul 22. 1:00 AM.
I just finished editing the video. I'm so tired but I can't wait for him to see it!
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Jul 22. 11:05 PM.
Crybaby Mitch is my kind of Mitch. He saw the video and I know he desperately tried not to cry. But when it was his parents' turn to give a message, the tears wouldn't stop. I took a video of him watching it. It's priceless.
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FanfictionIt's been a while since Mitch Grassi has been dateless on Valentine's day. He gets pretty desperate and in his drunken state tries to hook up with his ex-boyfriend. But when he wakes up the following morning, he finds himself in bed with his best fr...
