I'm not gay! || Joseph x Reader

It's over.

Honestly, you were sick of Caesar's shit. You knew he knew better. You sigh, dragging your feet against the hard concrete, on your way back to your dorm.
Suddenly, you feel a pair of arms wrap around your shoulders. You jump a bit, immediately looking up to the figure.

"Hey!"
"Hi.."
"About Caesar."

You let out a dreary sigh, shaking your head. What to do.

"I don't know."
"I hate to say it, but I don't think he likes you."
"Not surprised."

Of course. You were a dull person in general. Why wouldn't Caesar loose interest? Finally making to the  large building, you walk slowly up the stairs, Joseph trailing behind.

"I heard he brought a 'friend' over."
"Huh.."

Mentally preparing yourself, you shudder. You've never been cheated on before. Or well, you hope you won't. Unlocking the door, you reluctantly hold onto the door knob tightly, staring into an abyss.

"Cmon Y/N. I'm here."
"I-I.. Have a bad feeling."

You liked Caesar. You really did. You didn't want Caesar to be with anybody else but you. Gripping the doorknob tighter, you swing open the door, eyes widening in shock.

You really should have saw it coming. There was Caesar, on the couch with another girl on his lap. Joseph was right. He was just a mere fuckboy. Your breathing pattern becoming jagged and shallow, you say in a menacing shaky voice.

"Are you kidding me?"

Joseph was enraged. Just about to do something to the blonde, you were quick to think to hold the boy back.

"Caesar. Answer me right now!"

You shout loudly, not giving a care as to what feelings you could and couldn't hold back.

"It's only been a few weeks and you're already fucking around with another girl?!"
"Y/N, I-"

Joseph wriggles out of your embrace, walking up to Caesar. the girl hops off, backing towards the window.

"Caesar! What the fuck is your problem?!"

Before Caesar could act, he was interrupted with a hard punch to the face. The girl gasps, covering her mouth. What an idiot she looked like. You walk up slowly to the two.
"Caesar. I thought you were better."

Joseph backs up, glaring down the blonde. It was your turn to speak. You didn't know whether to
be mad or sad. Caesar was- no, is a fuck boy, you kept reminding yourself.

"Y/N.."
"Are you that insensitive of other's feelings? I thought you wanted me to be yours, and nobody else's. Were those words just for show?"

He doesn't say anything.

"Answer me!"

The hot tears finally came out, down like a waterfall.

"I can't believe you, Caesar! I thought I meant something to you!"

You glance over to the girl, who only kept her eyes wide open.

"Let me guess. You're dating other women too."
".."
"For fuck sakes, Caesar! Speak!"

You slap him hard in the face, leaving a bright red mark on his pale skin. Tears came running down his stained cheek not long after.

"Too quick, Caesar. You moved too quick. I just want to know!"

The male finally speaks.

"You're right. Maybe I did lose feelings. Maybe you were just a crush. I really didn't mean to hurt you, but I didn't want to hurt you by breaking up either."

"Are you fucking nuts?! You think cheating behind my back will hurt less?! You think being in a one sided relationship will hurt me less?! You've lost your goddamned mind, Caesar."

"..And I'm sorry."

You let out a small, delicate sobs. Heading to the door, with Joseph following behind. Opening the door and stepping a foot out, you look over your shoulder, giving him a look. It wasn't a look of happiness or rage, it was quite hard to tell, actually. It was only the eyes of someone heartbroken. Only near a month had it been, yet the male mean so much to you. 'Love at first sight', you thought. I let myself get carried away.

"You don't mean that at all. J-just.. Act like we've never dated or anything at all. It's over."

ik that shi was quick but forgive me. ill let you guys know time is moving quick between the chapters. very quickly. im also writing something so much better than this, (i think) so please bear with me.