I'm not gay! || Joseph x Reader

Pamper.

Walking to the cafeteria, you yawned. Nothing in particular buzzed through your head. Your only goal was to simply get through the day. Yawning again, you battle yourself from letting your eyes close.

"You moron!"

Out of the blue, you slowly turn your head slightly to your left trying to catch a glimpse of the commotion through the crowd. You were able to make up about two people tossing and turning. They were fighting.
Narrowing your eyes, you could see a purple head and a brunette. They looked oddly familiar. Walking closer, you realized it was Kars and Joseph fighting.

Alert, you push your way through the crowd, managing to step between the two. What a workout it was.
"That's enough!"

You look up at the two men. They made you feel so puny and small, but it didn't stop you from having power. The glared at each other fiercely, panting heavily like dogs. Among the crowd, you hear Caesar's voice.

"What's going on?"

You angrily stared at Kars, gripping onto the collar of Joseph's shirt, dragging him out of the circle. Caesar follows behind, his eyebrows furrowed.
"Another fight, huh?"
"Kars is such a fucking dick."

You roll your eyes, sighing. Caesar grunts, a slight smirk on his face.
"I'm surprised you even let Y/N stop you."
"Apparently I'm the one who has to take care of this giant baby."
"Well, I'm off."
"Right. See ya later."
You watch Caesar leave, before turning and heading to your dorm.
You unlock the door, throwing Joseph on the couch.
"Stay there."
"Nngh.."

You headed to the cabinet, pulling out a first aid kit. Walking over to Joseph, you sit next to him, making him angle his body towards you.
"Huh. He injured you bad."
"Oh? I didn't realize."
Chuckling softly, you pull out an alcohol wipe and took his hand, delicately wiping the bleeding part.
"Ow."
"Stay still."

Carefully wrapping a bandaid around his finger, you take a look at his other hand, which was messed up badly.
"Oh."
"Ah-"

You pulled his arm, placing it on your lap, you inspected it quietly.
"Wow."

You couldn't do much with a first aid kit, so you took a small napkin, dabbed it gingerly on his wound, careful not to make anything worse. Along with that, you rubbed his injury with an alcohol wipe. Pulling out a roll of elastic bandage, you wrapped it slowly around his arm, securing it tightly.

You looked up at his face. A few scratches here and there. You, again, wiped his scratch with another alcohol wipe, not paying attention to his facial expression.
"There."

You leaned back, taking a look at his entire face. You noticed he had a pink tint glazed on his damp face.
"Thanks."
"I'll go make you something to eat, okay?"
"You don't ha-"
"I insist. I'm bored anyways."
"Well.. Okay."

You had this strong urge to pamper the male, even if you tried to deny it, only guilt slowly built up in your heart. Quietly chopping the vegetables on the cutting board, you feel a gaze on you. Looking up at Joseph, you noticed he was staring at you. Smiling softly at him, you watched him redden and look away, frantically turning on the T.V.
It made you feel fuzzy inside being near him.

But you couldn't let it get the best of you. Tossing the ingredients in the pot, you stirred it slowly, listening to the voices on the T.V.
"Say, Joseph. You haven't been yourself lately. Is there anything wrong?"
"Huh-"

Was there something wrong with Joseph? The male was much more calmer around you. You noticed that he seemed to keep his energetic personality away from you, even if it meant that a little of it escaped. Thinking of it that way, it made you a bit upset to know that he acted different around you than everyone else. Did he simply not like you?
"No... It's just that.. How do I explain?"

Gazing softly at him, you watch him ponder in his thoughts, finally saying,
"You just give off a comforting vibe most of the time. Even if I tried to be jumpy, I can't. I don't know how, but it just somehow makes me not want to be energetic. I like being around you."

The male grins broadly at you, cheeks dusted in a rosy pink, his eyes closing as he smiled. You sighed softly in relief, admiring his little grin. You liked being around him too. You didn't really know why, it just simply made you happy. You poured out the soup in a bowl, walking over to the male, who was laying on the couch.

You pulled out a chair, so you were sat next to his head. Sighing, you mumble,
"Do I really have to feed you?"
"Yup!"
"Hey! Don't take advantage of my kindness!"

The two of you broke into laughter. Placing the spoon in front of his mouth, you watched him as he proceeded to eat from the spoon. But, as he opened his mouth, you moved the cutlery right next to his face, making him look at the spoon in confusion. Trying again, you moved it again. It went on for a couple of seconds, until he finally caught up with your pace. It brought a smile to your face, watching him get riled up. He chewed in frustration.

Giggling softly, you wiped the corner of his mouth. He looks at you with a monotone face, slowly smiling as well. As if he was glad to be infected by your merriment.

ja boi is back from his few day hiatus, so heres a slightly longer chapter
also got greeted by a bunch of people voting for both of my ffs
thank you 😊😊 it makes me happy to see that people enjoy what i write

and i got that li xi money 😎😎😎😎 (red envelope)