There's a term in Indian Classical Carnatic music, Vairagyam. I think that is the word to perfectly sum up my constant, under-the-surface mood for the past three months now.
It basically deeply questions the meaning of life, in a philosophical way, showing rejection of emoyions, materialistic things and such, but I do it to see if amybody would actually notice if the real me was gone. Forever.
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"Shower Thoughts"
RandomA book filled with happy, sad, depressed, frustrated and ecstastic thoughts that randomly come to me, even outside showers (lol 😂). Hoping to relieve people from stress by helping them string words together. Hoping to help someone struggling with a...