Sorry this didn't get uploaded on Valentine's Day :/
*SMUT WARNING*
Sara's POV
My and Ava's first argument did not go well. After thinking I realize the whole thing was just so incredibly stupid. I don't even think I'm actually mad, we're just so cooped up and only have eachother and being around any one person for three days straight can make you insane. I need to just be the bigger person and apologize.
I get up off the bed aggressively because I'm mad at myself for making a big deal of nothing. I pull the door open and Ava's there about to knock.
"At least we're still in sync." She smiles awkwardly not knowing if I'm still upset or not. When I smile back her's turns more genuine.
"We never won't be." I say to her and step back to let her in the room.
She sits on the corner of the bed farthest from me and makes herself small: crossed legs, arms in, she's kind of hunched over like you do when you have a stomach ache. I walk over and sit on the opposite corner because she obviously wants distance between us. Or maybe she's trying to give me space.
"I'm really sorry." She says. Even though I was already looking at her she gets my attention even more. "It was stupid and I just wanted to feel independent because it's either you or my mom or my dad taking care of me and I just- I don't want to be- a duty I guess? I don't really know what I'm trying to say but I'm sorry. I just don't want there to be any tension here." She uses a finger to motion between us without moving her arms.
"So... you're apologizing and you don't even know why?"
"Well- no- I just-" She starts speaking frantically. I cut her off by laughing.
"Aves," She looks at me confused. "I'm just playing. I appreciate your apology but I should be the one apologizing. I just- and I mean this in the best way possible, I see you as a little baby right now." She huffed and pouted a little but at the same time became less tense. "See. Baby. You are baby." I put a hand on the bed and lean into it smiling at her.
"Not helping." She says.
"Right. I will try my hardest not to step on your toes anymore." I tell her.
"I think we're both at fault. Being around only eachother has been more challenging than I thought. And it's not that I don't enjoy your company it's just that I've had space my whole life and I'm not used to," She repositioned herself and ended up a few inches closer to me. "Sharing."
"Well only children are known for being greedy." I say cocking my head.
"Ha ha." She says dryly.
"I know I'm joking right now but it's helping me with the awkwardness of our first fight so I hope you don't mind but I'm always going to do it like this." I tell her.
"Are you anticipating more fights?" She raises an eyebrow which is oddly hot.
"Don't all couples fight. I think that means it's a good relationship." I scoot closer to her like in every romance movie ever. "I wouldn't trust my word though, I've only had one serious relationship. But you can trust me when I say I will handle them better than just walking off."
"And I will try to listen to you more while simultaneously still being my bossy self." She looks around the room looking at nothing in particular. "But not over stepping while also not under stepping." She finishes rambling and looks at me with a pitiful face. "Babe?"
"Yea Aves."
"All this backwards logic is a lot for me to handle right now and I don't think these pain meds are helping. Can we maybe... take a little nap?"
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Avalance AU: My Reason For Now
Fanfiction"Sara I don't know if I lik-" She cut me off but this time, with words. "I don't really expect you to like me back. I just thought this is the only time I'm going to get to kiss you sober and I take opportunities as they come." -- Ava and Sara are t...
