diary of an anonymous author

preparations

how do you prepare for the end?

i don't mean the end of a life... or maybe i do..

how do you get ready to leave behind all you've ever known and become a new person? or enter a different phase?

this shit is really scary guys..

it's now april 9, 2020

and my state is officially not returning to school.

no tryouts, no sports, no graduation, no prom.

it's over.

i'm officially a college freshman and that doesn't feel real. i hope it's not.

i hope that everything i've been going through is a dream/nightmare and that i'll wake up soon.

i need to wake up soon.