It's all over

Suicide watch.

Carole came bustling through the door, Finn nowhere in sight, he's probably off with his dwarf girlfriend making fun of me, she was carrying a duffle bag and I couldn't make out why. "Here sweetie I brought some of your things mostly just pyjamas, some of your sketch books so you don't get bored just things like that." My face puzzled and a nurse walked in soon after that. " some of my things for what?" The nurse spoke up this time "well Kurt your injuries are quite severe so you can't leave the hospital until we are sure that you are stable and there is no sign of infection." They all looked at each other uncomfortably but no one was making eye contact with me "another thing, you will be required to stay here for an extra three days on suicide watch. This means just means that we need to ensure you are safe to leave and aren't in danger of doing this to yourself again." I started to panic and freak out in my head but then I remembered what my dead said and I tried to keep it under control. "What about school? Oh fuck does the school know? They can't know! You have no idea what this will do" "Kurt language" my dad scolded me as if I was even bothered at this point. I don't usually swear in front of my family but I feel like these are extenuating circumstances.
"Kurt your school had to be informed  so they can look out for you. Unfortunately you're a safeguarding issue." My father stated, well I always knew I was an issue for people. Now I'm going to have people faking their smiles around me and teachers pretending to care all so they don't have to feel bad for what I've become.

After the doctor left I asked my family to leave I guess they had to anyway they do have lives. I sat alone in that hospital room staring at the wall for hours. "They said that tomorrow I would be being moved to the mental health department. Yay how lucky am I. I feel awful for what I did to my family but I know they wish I would of just died. They don't care. They only cared about me when I came close to dying. Eventually I drifted off into a deep medicine induced sleep.

I feel pressure on my hand as if somebody is holding it . I'm starting to come around and I can hear the murmur of someone talking. A boy. Not my dad I can pick his voice out of a lineup. I blink slowly trying to adjust my eyes carefully to that damn light . As I turn my head I see that there's a boy holding my hand with gelled jet black hair and there's tears in my eyes as I realise who this boy is. "Blaine..?" I ask groggily from my nap "Kurt- oh my God what happened to you? I um I didn't know things were this bad" "why do you care" I scoffed, "you don't know me" Blaine looked hurt "you're like basically my only friend at school" he said. Right he just doesn't want to be alone. I guess I know that feeling. "You won't be able to visit me here from tomorrow They're moving me to the mental health ward. Keeping me on suicide watch."  "Okay from tomorrow that's where I will go" he smiled "what do you mean?" I ask curious "do you really think I'm gonna let you stay here bored" he says as if it's the most obvious thing in the world. I was about to reply but then a nurse showed up and told me that it's time to take my pain medication.