It's all over

Nothing to do with it.

Not long after i locked myself in the bathroom had Blaine followed me up. I didn't want to see him. I thought he had really cared about me it turned out he was with them all along. Like what the fuck is this who are they to tell me I need an intervention. Finn needs an intervention about his loud ass obnoxious girlfriend, Rachel needed an intervention about being such an obnoxious self centred little bitch, Mr. Schue well he could use an intervention about a lot of things in his life like journey, sweater vests, drinking, treating Rachel and Finn like a pet project because it is a little creepy. I was pulled out of my train of thought when I heard banging on my bathroom door Kurt KURT please let me in please, I had nothing to do with this please I swear on my life I didn't" I knew he was just telling me what I wanted to hear. It was lies all of it was lies he didn't mean any of it. "Go away. I don't want to hear it" I shouted back, I couldn't handle this not right now. I thought he cared about me like really cared about me, I guess I was wrong. "Kurt please open the door I swear I had nothing to do with this. I promise I just wanted to talk to have a real conversation about how you're doing and if you are still clean, I wanted to spend time with you and work on assignment for English. That's all I'm here for I had nothing to do with why they're all here." LIES all of it LIES who would ever want to spend time with you I thought to myself.

As soon as that thought entered my mind my dad came bustling up the stairs " Kurt if you don't open that door right now I won't hesitate to break it down" my fathers voice blasted through the door " Will the both of you leave me alone. I don't want to speak to anyone right now especially either of you" I yelled back " Kurt please talk to me or at least listen I had NOTHING to do with this" Blaine pleaded through the door the emotion was evident in his voice I just didn't know if I could trust him or not. "Kurt....he's telling the truth bud, he had nothing to do with this Schuester, Finn an I set this up. I didn't know you were gonna have company otherwise I would have waited" of course. I am such a fucking idiot why, how could I not see this. I slowly unlocked the door and Blaine and my dad came storming in Blaine launched himself at me, tears in his eyes that haven't quite fell and he wrapped his arms tightly around my waist "You have got to stop doing stuff like that" Blaine practically yelled at me I barely had time to reciprocate the hug before he was pulling his arms off me and holding my wrists in his hands " Are you okay... you didn't hurt yourself did you?" My dad visibly stiffened at the comment and I shook my head no.

"Kurt will you please come down the stairs and listen to what everyone has to say" I looked down to where Blaine still held my wrists and gave them a reassuring squeeze. I looked into his eyes and he nodded. I looked back up to my dad and agreed "Fine but I can't promise that what I have to say back will be kind or polite" I uttered. My dad nodded before he divulged " That's good enough for me" I smiled a little and allowed Blaine to help me up before following them both down the stairs. Oh what fun this will be  I thought to myself. 

When we appeared in the living room everyone was engrossed in their own conversation I knew they were all talking about me. I could tell by their faces when I was spotted and they all shut up immediately. I took a seat in one of the lounge chairs and pulled Blaine to sit in the one next to me. I knew I needed to apologize that was very clear but for now he was just happy to be here for me and i was glad of the support. 

Mr. Schue spoke first "Kurt I'm sorry that we all weren't here for you sooner but we are here now and we need you back in glee club. There is no one like you Kurt without you there is no flare to the club. We miss you and were so sorry that we allowed things to get this bad. I knew that Karofsky was bothering you and yet I never said anything because you never let it get you down you were always so strong and I admit I should of done so much more to help you and to stop this but we need you Kurt and I'm so sorry." I acknowledge that it's a good apology but he doesn't really mean it of course he doesn't. 

Next to go was Finn "Dude I'm sorry I let Karofsky do what he did to you and I'm sorry I didn't stop it. I was so worried about my rep and about what everyone would say about me when I shouldn't of been. I should of been looking out for my little brother, I know were only related by marriage but I feel like we are a real family yea it might not look the same as everyone else's but we are family. I'm sorry for leaving you out when I hang out with the guys I just think you wouldn't wanna hang with us I know I at least should have asked you but I didn't think and I'm sorry for that" i looked at him for a while before I spoke "Listen Finn I appreciate you saying all of this but it's not your words that tell someone you care about them it's your actions and including everything you just mentioned your actions don't tell me you care about me. You visited me all of once when I was in the hospital, you care more about what everyone else thinks than me as a person, even when you know she is wrong you stick up for you stupid ass girlfriend instead of anyone else when SHE says something appalling to someone else." before I could finish listing things my dad cut in "Alright Kurt that enough." I looked to see Finn with his head bowed in shame Puck, Santana and Mercedes were all smirking slightly and Carole looked regretful. I decided to keep my mouth shut and Blaine gave my arm a reassuring squeeze. 

I let everyone else take their turn I cried at my dads speech and by this time it was like seven pm so my dad ordered Pizza. We all ate and talked in small groups, Rachel and Finn sat on their own, while i was sat with Blaine when Mercedes, Puck and Santana approached me. "Hey white boy" Mercedes' voice rang in my ears I turned to her and smiled slightly " Hey Cedes" I said "We came over to say again that were real sorry about everything and that we really want you to come back to glee club" I shrugged before declaring that "I don't know if I wanna come back, not after everything that happened besides I'm pretty sure the two group leaders hate me" I said motioning my head in the direction of Finn and Rachel. That's when Santana Piped up with " That's the thing Kurt Mr. Schue feels so guilty about what happened the day that you quit that he's started actually being fair and listening to us. " "Yea and we got your back now Kurt we won't let them say anything to you ever" said puck. By this time everyone except Finn and Rachel were begging me to come back to glee club so I announced "Okay fine I will come back. I mean there is no glee club with out Kurt Hummel because I make it more fabulous. I capture show choir in all its glory" there where a bunch of whoops and hollers and hugs from everyone. I also realized that I missed being around people. I missed my friends. It felt like tonight things might finally start getting better. 

N/A sorry for the long chapter please leave me comment and let me know what you think. If anyone is struggling with anything whether it be what Kurt is going through or not please don't hesitate to message me and let me know even if you just want to talk.