I don't want to be a prisoner in my own home

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Blaine and I were sat at the kitchen table as my dad and Carole sat across from us and Finn was at the head of the table. My dad was talking about how I can't just run off like that and how I should of at least told them where I was going and when I was going back blah blah blah.

"You're right dad but at the same time don't you think I should be able to stay at a friends house for one night and not have you call the cops on me?" I asked incredulously, I wanted to try and stay calm this did not need to turn into a full blown argument we should be able to talk like civilised people. "You know Kurt maybe I have been a little hard on you and I've been a little controlling but it's only because I care about you and I want you to be safe" he said with a twitch of his lips resembling a smile. "I know dad and I appreciate it but I don't want to be a prisoner in my own home, I want to be able to be left alone in the house or able to shut my door without someone popping in every five minutes to make sure I'm still alive. I know that it's my fault that we're in this situation and I guess I should pay whatever penance you think is right but I can't go on like this." I sighed dramatically although I don't think I said anything that wasn't true. 

Carole, Finn and Blaine where all looking awkwardly between each other and then my dad and I.  "Kurt none of this is your fault you went through something horrible and I'm so sorry that this happened to you. With that being said I think you owe Carole an apology for the way you spoke to her last night" my dad said. I knew he was right but I can't shake the feeling that he was replacing her but I swallowed down my pride and apologized to my mom in my head and turned to look at Carole "Carole I really am sorry for what I said and although it's no excuse you should know that my mom is a very sensitive topic for me and because I'm getting older the memories of the time I spent with her are fading and it just hurt to think that someone could be replacing her." I said as tears streamed down my face her eyes also looked misty as she said "Kurt honey it's okay I could never replace your mom and I would never want to not to say that I don't love you and see you as a son because I do honey of course I do but I know no one could ever replace your mom."

I hugged Carole tightly before saying "Maybe I can take you shopping to make up for it? It's been a while since we had a little day to ourselves." She smiled and nodded at me after saying that it's a date and we will go some time this week before my dad spoke up again...

"Now that we've got that out the way um I wanna' talk to you boys about something" my dad coughed awkwardly before continuing "Now I know that both you and Blaine are gay and I just want to say that I'm not entirely comfortable with you staying at his house." Both Blaine and I blushed at the implication "Dad we're just friends, you let Finn stay over at puck's and the other guys' houses all the time" I said. "That maybe true but I would never let Finn stay at a Rachel's house" 

"Yea but Finn and Rachel are dating Blaine and I are just friends besides we were both fully clothed the entire time, apart from when we got changes into something to sleep in and we changed in different rooms." My dads cheeks tinted pink slightly "All I'm saying is I don't feel entirely comfortable with you there alone." I was about to say something before Blaine interrupted me "With all due respect sir yes Kurt and I are both gay but that doesn't automatically mean that we want to sleep with each other; we're friends good friends and to be honest I've only just got out of a relationship sort of, I would never do anything to hurt mine and Kurt's friendship either." I slumped in my chair a little at getting confirmation that Blaine is not attracted to me "Plus Blaine's parents where there the entire time and their room is right next to Blaines." I lied but I knew it would put my dad at ease.

After one of the most uncomfortable conversations ever my dad called and excused me and Finn from school however Blaine had to get going. I was sat upstairs in my room with the door closed and no one checking in on me...finally when I got a call from Santana "Hey lady Hummel you didn't show up to school today is everything okay?" wow Santana concerned. She really must care about me.

"Yea everythings fine just a big misunderstanding"

"Well Brit and I are going to the Lima bean if you wanna come and talk about it?"

"Yea I'll meet you guys there"

I walk down the stairs and grab my keys since my grounding has been lifted and tell my dad I'll be at the Lima bean. The drive there was nice, the roads where clear and it allowed me to just focus on one thing and one thing only. 

When I arrived at the Lima bean I ordered my coffee then found the girls sitting at a table in the back with their pinkies interlocked. "Hey porcelain" Santana greeted and it made me smile that she still treated me like me. "Unicorn" Brittany greeted me and I smiled and hugged her before Santana pulled us apart saying alright that's enough and that it's only okay because we play on the same team.

After gossiping for a bit about the days events and what happened that day in glee club Santana asked me about why I weren't in school today so after I explained everything the first thing that came out of her mouth was "Wanky" I looked at her pointedly before she continued "Look all I'm saying is that you're a pretty attractive guy and that hobbit would be lucky to have you; lets not forget you woke up with his arms around you this morning" when she was finished Blaine's words from earlier hit me 'Were just friends.....just because were both gay doesn't mean we're going to jump into bed together.....getting out of a relationship.'  "We're just friends and probably nothing more" I said.

After that we had a great time talking until Brittany and Santana couldn't take it anymore and practically mauled each other all the way to the car. I envy their relationship so in love, so care free and they're just happy to be with each other and love each other al the time, its sweet.

N/A The next chapter will be a tribute to Naya Rivera as her body was found today. It's heartbreaking and devastating My thoughts go out to her family, friends and all of her fans that loved her dearly. If anyone needs to talk you can message me, comment on the story or post a chat or whatever its called on my wall. 


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