What is this life that i'm living

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After finally making it throughout the day without bumping into anyone from glee club or the mysterious Blaine. I don't wait for Finn because he's probably pissed at me to for what I said about his annoying little girlfriend and he's at glee club which there is no way of me waiting for an hour so I get in my car and I leave.

When I reach my house I just go straight to my room and start thinking some more about what would happen if I really did kill myself I mean I've basically lost who I am. I can never be an actor on broadway now that I have ugly scars littering my arms. My whole life plan is ruined. I am ruined. If my dreams are ruined and there is nothing left for me to give.

I decide to write out a note explaining everything to my dad. My amazing dad who has the son he always wanted of course he doesn't want me I'm not what he pictured he wanted a boy who he could play football with and now he has that. I go into my bathroom and take out a new razor blade, first I would never want to die in this outfit so I take out my best Marc Jacobs shirt pared with my tight Armani jeans that I got at the thrift store and perfectly Coiffed my hair.

I slice the blade up my arm from wrist to elbow and move onto the other arm as I watch the blood pour out I manage to lie down on the floor and wait for death to consume me. I hear the front door open downstairs and suddenly my eyes feel heavy.

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