She was sitting at the train station where she met taehyung for the first time after 5 years. The cold wind rubbed against her skin. She sat there for hours, gazing at the stars. She wondered which one had taehyung became.
The one that shines alot,right there. That is you aren't you?
She talked to him, in her imagination.
What killed her was his last words. What killed her was that she couldn't blame Fate. It was her. It was her who drove him away. And the feeling was awful than death itself.
She let out a deep sigh. It felt like she lost her reason to live. How was she supposed to live without any ? She had none. She stood near the railway track. Close enough that it was too dangerous. The ground shook with the intensity by which the train was coming and she heard the deafening horn. She was numb. She was blank and confused as if waiting for it to hit her. The moment it came, she closed her eyes.
"jisoo! " a voice made her dither and she was pulled back by someone.
"are you crazy??! " henry yelled at her and she was stunned, shocked.
"w-what h-happened?"she looked at him in the eyes. He could see fear in them. Exactly like he had in his.
"you were going to get yourself killed."
"no I wasn't. "she responded. As if she really didn't remember. Henry only stared at her face in pitty. He hesitated a bit before he embraced her. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything that has happened to you. You didn't deserve it. " he held onto her tighter.
"I wish it was me. " she spoke.
"what? "he asked, breaking the hug. And a tear trickled down her cheek. "let's go back. " she whispered.
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"do visit her once in a while. She's in trauma and you can make her feel better hopefully. " tears pricked in Mr. Lau's eyes. "she wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for you. Thank you so much. " he patted Henry's shoulder.
"I am glad I was able to help. "he responded. "and don't worry I'll check in on her. " he assured.
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Days passed, and so did the hope that it'd get any better. She'd pretended that she was okay but at night she'd cry herself to sleep. Wishing it was her instead of him.
"where were you? "asked Mr. Lau. Me and Henry looked for you everywhere.
"I was out looking for someone. But can you just not call Henry every single time. I already told you I don't like it when he's around." her tone was bitter. She didn't realise he was standing behind her and she went inside.
"I'm sorry. "Mr. Lau apologized.
"don't be. " he smiled. "can I see her for a minute? " he asked politely.
"I don't think it's the best decision at the moment. "
"actually you're right." he laughed lowly. He didn't realise how he has started to like her so much. And she didn't realise how her words effected him but neither did she care..
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It had been three days since jisoo dissapered every morning. It had started to concern mr. Lau since he felt concerned about her well being.
"where have you been going every day? Is everything alright or maybe you have found a new job a better one? " he joked. She smiled at him, "actually there's something I need to tell you. "
"yea, what is it? " he was so focused on her.
"I got that home back. The owner has returned." she started.
